Alcohol | Gallagher sister*-discontinued-*

Twelve

"SWEET CAROLINE! DUM! DUM! DUM!"

The girls bus screamed. We were on our way to an away game an hour away and one of the juniors brought a speaker and was plahing everyones favorite songs.

We have two split busses for the band because people like to get freaky in the back.

I was sitting next to Bailey. She was our sophmore color guard captain.

She was doing her makeup and I was singing.

I was especially excited for this game because topper, mickey, and my siblings were coming to watch me play. The would sit on the visitors side then move to the home side when halftime comes to see me better.

We made it to the stadium and everyone got off the busses and went to the band trailer that held all our instruments and equipment.

I hooked up my quads to the carrier then hauled them to the stands. I got everything set up and made sure my other ones were good.

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It was almost halftime. "Drummers cadence!" The band director yelled.

We then played jig 2 and really good I might add.  Then the timer ran out and we started getting our stuff ready to go on the field.

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We preformed the show perfectly at least I did. We git off the feild and set everything back up in the stands. "Alright 3rd quarter break!" The band director yelled then everyone went to do what kids in band do.

I walked to the concession stand and saw topper. He saw me and smiled widely. He came up to me and wrapped me in a bear hug. "You did so baby!" He said I smiled and kissed his lips. I saw mickey and ian came up and I hugged ian tightly. "We loved it ivy." He said. Mickey hugged me too. Then fiona, debbie, liam, carl and lip.

We had a chat for a little bit then I went back in the stands.

At the end of the game everyone had put everything up and I saw topper with lip. They were making small talk standing by the bus.

"Can I go with my brother?" I asked the band director. He replied with a 'yes' and I went to lip and topper.

"Hey ivy" lip said as he slung his arm around my shoulders. Topper swung one around my waist.

Ian and mickey were in the car so I sat between lip and topper. I guess the others were in a different car.

I yawned and laid my head on lips shoulder. Topper laied his head on my arm and I fell asleep to the smooth hum of the car engine. 

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I shook off my jacket and went upstairs into the room. I saw ian and mickey on ians bed cuddling. I smiled at them and flopped on carls bed. "Hey ivy." Mickey said. "Hey" I mumbled.

I've been feeling bad for the past two days. I just haven't been wanting to get out of bed. I just want to lay around.

Carl walked in and sat on his bed next to me.  "Whats wrong?" Carl asked moving my hair out of my face. I shrugged and turned away from the boys in the room.

"Ivy?" Ian said I could feel his hand on my shoulder. "Leave me alone." I mumbled shoving my face in the pillow. I heard shuffling feet and the door close.

I sighed. I didn't want to be mean. But I just needed to be alone.

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I walked quietly down the stairs and to the front door. I got my jacket and left the house.

I headed for the nearest bar and kicked some snow on the way.

I saw a bunch of random drunks and hookers in the bar when i walked in. It was 1 in the morning after all. I took shots, drank bottles, smoked weed, and chugged vodka.

I. Was. Plastered.

I couldn't even stand on my own two feet. "Hey pretty lady." A man with dark hair said coming up to me. "You wanna have some fun" he said grabbing my waist and kissing ny neck. I tried to get away but he lead me to the back. "No" I slurred out.

He unbuckled his pants and he pulled my jeans down. He looked at me for a second then pulled my panties down. I tried to thrash around and get away but he held me down. He pushed his penis in me and I screamed. He held my mouth shut.

He raped me.

When he was done he smacked me and went back inside.

I slowly got up and pulled everything back up. It hurt. A lot.

I walked away back towards home. This was my fault. I was the one that wanted to go to the bar late at night. I wanted to go out if the house.