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So I wanted to start this story as I had ideas for the first chapter and decide to write the whole thing.
Don't worry I will still be regularly Posting Zara's story

I hope I do Mika Justice

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I hated having to go to this shitty job, I didn't want to be a waiter far from it. I didn't understand the point but I needed the money if I was to go to University and release my Music My Names Michael, Micheal Holbrook Penniman Jr, or Mika as everyone calls me. I'm 17 and not really sure what I'm doing anymore. I missed the freedom of the Opera but my voice no longer suited it plus it felt repetitive but at the time 8 years ago It gave me a reason to be saving me from school and that nightmare. I knew I wanted to still do music in some capacity though and had written a few songs and tried to get demos out but no one really seemed interested in me.
I was walking back home, still living with my parents and younger siblings heading inside "Your friend Kayla came over and said she needed to talk to you so I sent her to your room" I heard my mother, Joanne, tell me.

Kayla was one of my best friends we had met at school, the nicer school I went after, and just connected both having musical interests plus she didn't make fun of my style. A few weeks ago though we did something stupid at a party I'd drunk too much and being the self-conscious person I am was still trying to confirm my sexuality, which is gay, which is why having sex with your female friend is a stupid idea. I had been pretty sure I was gay since I was young but I guess my drunken mind wanted to confirm it.
Fortunately, it hadn't ruined our friendship, she understood, and both chose not to talk about it so that it didn't cause any issues.
I didn't know why she was coming over though, we haven't planned anything.
"Your room is very bare," She says as I walked in
"I like it gives me space to think" I shrug slightly going to sit on my bed "What are you doing here, I thought you were going out with Emily," I asked knowing she had plans with Emily another close friend.
She nods, shrugging "We did but I haven't been feeling well the past few days so canceled and booked an emergency Doctors appointment" She explains which confused me more. I had no idea why she would be here if she was ill.
"I'm sorry that sucks" I sigh knowing it's never fun to be ill "why are you here and not at home if you're ill then" I add with a frown concerned for her.
"Because the doctors confirmed my fear and well I know we promised not to talk about that night again but it's kinda hard not to in regards to this" She spoke and I paled frowning. I felt awful hoping she didn't say what I thought she was.
"I'm Pregnant Mika, other than that Party I haven't had sex with anyone else recently," She said confirming my own thoughts. Fuck. was all I could think of.
I had no idea what to do. We were both 17, teenagers, I felt sick but also family meant so much to me seeing how my parents had raised us over the years and the strength they had. I hoped I had the same strength to be there for Kayla whatever she decided.

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