Zara's Beginings

back to normality

A few weeks passed I had gone back to college, and Kayla and Zara were doing well I missed her when I was going back. I had been getting college material but they were expecting me back, Even though I didn't want to leave Zara Kayla kept persuading me to go back since she felt like I was being too much, I didn't mean to It was just amazing and I didn't want to leave Zara However, I also had managed to get a job helping in college so at least I was still making a little money, Kayla understood but it was worrying that we wouldn't have enough for Zara. I didn't want to let her down maybe it was the pressure from Mama and Papa but I wanted to be a good role model I guess.

I was heading out of class when Ida came over to join me "Hey How's fatherhood going It's good to have you back" She laughed smiling

"She's so adorable, It's a bit stressful she hasn't been crying too badly which is good," I said honestly, I remember mama telling me I cried a lot and I remembered fortune crying, I also felt bad knowing mama was trying to raise him while I was dealing with everything at school, I know she loves me but I wondered sometimes if I was too much of a problem child, especially now having a baby so young, she did so much for me.

"That's good" She nodded in response "Could I meet her," Ida asked hopefully

"That would be nice sure, Kayla's had some of her friends so yeah you should come by soon" I nodded with a smile Im sure Kayla wouldn't mind It would her some time to breathe aswell "I'll speak with Kayla tonight and see if you can come tomorrow "I suggested just as we walked into the next class

Kayla agreed that Ida could come and see Zara the next evening she was actually glad as She thought maybe she could get some rest and spend a few hours with friends to relax, she hadn't really got any time away herself, Ida came to visit and spent a few hours fussing over her but only being a few weeks old she slept a lot so we just ended up chatting, I told Ida I wanted to try an get back into making my own stuff but Also thought t was selfish to do now, I wasn't going to write anything new but was going to ask Yasmine to create some art to try and start sending demos back out in a few months, I Knew Classical wasn't right for me, Ida said I should be a careful focus on what matters, everyone was saying that but no one understood what Music meant.