"I don't know y/n. It's hard to tell in all honesty" Silco responded as he turned his head letting his eyes fall on you. You sighed lightly.
"We've drifted apart, shit happened. I feel as if you sent me away because I was too much."
"You know that's not true." He shook his head instantly dismissing your comment.
"Then what? Because I remember you saying you would never send me away again. After the first time." Silco sighed and put his face in his palms.
"I sent you away because I was hurt and the only way to would be able to forget and get over you was to get you out of the undercity. It was the only choice I had" he spoke sincerely.
"You left that room and you never came back, and you tell me that's the only choice you had? That's bullshit and you know it. I was willing to fight and do whatever it takes to fix that but I couldn't be the only one trying to fix it. You telling Salo about me for the SECOND time showed me where you stood" you spoke sternly as your body felt weakened like you wanted to cry but had no tears left to do so.
"You know I care about you-"
"No don't give me that shit Silco. You don't screw over the people you care about."
"You slept with Vander.."
"And you sold me away like your fucking shimmer." You spat back. Silco said nothing as he broke his gaze away from you staring off in front of him. "I thought you were dead....,,,I felt as if I died with you and I....I just wanted to feel something.....the minute I knew you were still alive, it ended right there."
"I know..."
"I understand you've been through hell and it changes you but in all honesty Silco, I'm having a hard time trying to figure out if I actually still know you or if you're a complete stranger to me." Silco's face softened. "And while you're out here losing your mind and pushing me away, Vander is doing everything you aren't." You spoke as you slowly stood up and turned to go back inside.
"Goodnight Silco" you spoke softly as you started your trek up the stairs back inside. You got back to your room where you got into bed and after being stuck in your head most of the night, you were able to eventually doze off.
Next morning, you woke up way past the sunrise. You looked at your clock and it read 11:30am. The minute your eyes registered the time, you jumped out of bed and nearly stumbled on the ground you got up so fast. You stood there as you suddenly started to remember, you weren't in Piltover anymore.
Your heartbeat slowed as you started to relax as you were tense. You closed your eyes and took a breathe of relief. You made your way to the bathroom. Upon entering, you looked at your black eye in the mirror. The swelling had gone down to none. Though the colors were still very prominent, yellow, black and blue.
You turned on the shower getting it to warm up. You took off your clothes and walked past the mirror again. All the bruises on your body caught your attention and you stopped to reverse back to the mirror. You never really got tot see the severity of your bruised. You looked like a Dalmatian, you had so many spots. You shook your head as you broke your stare from the mirror and stepped not the shower.
After your shower, you brushed your hair and clothed yourself with a pair of pants and long sleep shirt. Once dressed, you opened the door to leave your room. Sevika was walking down the hall when you opened the door and she caught sight of you.
"You look like shit!" She spoke as she widened her eyes slightly.
"Thanks" you huffed as you lowered your brows.
"Jinx's looking for you. Last I saw her, she was her room" Sevika spoke as she passed you treading down the hall until she took a left and disappeared.
"yOu LoOk LiKe ShIt" you mocked her quietly to yourself as you rolled your eyes. "Gee thanks". You made your way towards Jinxs room. Once you arrived at her door, you knocked and waited for you to invite you in. You heard a mumble from inside the room and you took that indication you could enter.
You grabbed the door and opened it letting yourself inside. Your eyes greeted Jinx and another person. A boy.
"Hey I didn't know you had company" you spoke as you closed the door behind you. The boy turned and your eyes widened at the sight of him. "Ekko?!"
"Holy shit y/n! Your face!" He spoke as he stood up and made his way toward you pulling him into a bear hug.
"What the heck dude, you're huge. You tower over me now!" You laughed slightly "where have you been?!"
"I've been around, where the hell have you been?" He asked as you two parted from the hug.
"It's one heck of a story for another time" you smiled as you nodded you turned your head to glance at jinx. "Good morning"
"Morning! She smiled as she was playing with one of her creations on her desk.
"What have you two been up to? I didn't know you two reconnected" you spoke as you tilted your head glancing at jinx and then Ekko.
"Yeah we got in touch once I ran into Vi a few months ago. I didn't know anyone was alive if I'm being honest. But it was sure as hell good to see everyone..... except Benzo." Ekko huffed as he scratched the back of his neck. "Was hopin he somehow made it."
"I know.... I'm sorry Ekko. He'd be proud of how big you've grown." You spoke trying to make light of the situation.
"That's my goal everyday" he sent a small smile.
"You have to catch me up on you! It's been too long? Where've you been? Where are you staying? You stay alone? What do you do? Any love interests?" Right after you said that Ekko scratched the back of his neck and looked at Jinx slightly. She looked up from her tinkering when she felt a stare on her.
"What?" She asked confused. Ekko turned his head back to face you.
"Hehehe...."
"NO FUCKING WAY!" You spoke leaving your mouth hung open in shock. "Oh my god!"
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Traitor|| Silco x Reader
Fanfiction*Currently in the process of being rewritten!!* You and Silco were the ultimate duo when you were younger. Inseparable to say the least, or that was until the incident between Vander and Silco happened. Which Left a spot of hatred for Vander, and...
