XXVIII. Messed up big time

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Your eyes dropped in guilt and instantly Silco picked up on it. His face fell expressionless. He took one slow blink and took a deep breathe finishing off with a heavy exhale.

"How long?....." he asked quietly trying his best to stay calm. You looked up almost hesitant to answer.

"It was never really a thing, things just happened that could correlate-" instantly Silco raised his hand to make you stop.

"How long?" He asked again lowering his hand down.

"It was no longer that maybe a year? Maybe two?..." you mumbled lowering your eyes towards your lap refusing to make eye contact with Silco.

"I cut it off because it was wrong and I regret it every day. I wanted you, wanted it to you be. Thought maybe it would help..." You protested as you sat on your knees getting closer to Silco. "It meant nothing to me, I-"

Silco stood up and without a word began to exit the room.

"Silco wait please!" You pleaded as you did no attempts to stop him from leaving. Once the door closed, you placed your face into your palms beyond frustrated. He had every right to be hurt but he also had every right to know what happened. You just could never bring yourself to bring it up. Because you were in no mood to relive that past.

"Fuckkkkkk!" You screamed as you threw your face into the pillow. Oh how you have really messed up this time. A knock erupted from the door and the door opened revealing Sevika.

"You're in the bar today, Silco's orders" she barked as she turned to exit.

"Silco's orders? God I fucked up so bad" you mumbled as you brought yourself to the edge of the bed standing to your feet.

After your shower, you got dressed and headed out the door. Walking down the hall, you saw Silco walking the opposite direction you were. He golfed at you and instantly his face dropped and he looked away.

"Orders huh? Kinky" you tried to joke as he got near you. He didn't respond or look at you, he just continued to walk passed you like you didn't exist. You stopped and turned slightly to watch him walk down the hall with his hands in his pockets. You exhaled sharply as you shook your head turning back to walk in the direction of the bar.

You opened the door to the bar slowly making your way towards the counter. Go figure, Vander was there today. You groaned angrily at the thought of having to be near him today. Silco knew exactly what he was doing making you work at The Last Drop today.

Vander was tending to some of the morning regulars when he made eye contact with you when you entered the bar. You broke the eye contact as your eyes landed on the ground instead. You made your way to the counter passing behind Vander to the back.

"Hey y/n" he tried to speak to you as you passed him.

"Hi." You said abruptly as you walked to the back. No funny business. Just couldn't make the worst of it. You grabbed a towel and threw it over your shoulder making your way back to the counter. A blonde man had walked in and sat at the bar. You didn't take a long look at the man, just a glance.

"Good morning" you spoke as you wiped down the in front of the man. Your eyes went up to meet his face. Your eyes widened at the very man sitting in front of you. Salo.

"S-Salo......." You muttered under your breathe. You quickly turned to meet Vander's angers gaze who was focused on Salo.

"So the word on the street is true, you are very much alive and somewhere where you shouldn't be" salo's rancid voice spoke.

"W-why are you down here?" You forced out as the sight of him made it hard to form words.

"Oh you weren't told? You're little boyfriend contacted me." Salo spoke as he cocked his head. "You must have really fucked up like you always do"

"It's time for you to leave." Vander chimed in as he took some steps forward almost pushing you behind him.

"You people don't know when to quit do you?" Salo shook his head.

"Shes not going, get the fuck out of here. Have a problem, take it up with Silco yourself. " Vander growled. You could see him turning red. Your eyes were still very much widened and you still felt like you couldn't speak. You never expected to see Salo down here. EVER. He had the audacity to really go to the undercity to try and get you once again.

"I'm not leaving with our her Vander."

"Yes the fuck you are. Get out or I'll throw you out. I don't give a shit if your royalty to Piltover. Councilor or not, get out of my bar." Vander barked loudly at Salo which made him jump slightly. He adjusted his coat and cleared his throat.

"You're creating problems you can't handle" Salo huffed as he stood up and looked at you. "You'll be home one way or another y/n." He finished as he turned to leave. You felt wetness on your cheek, you brought your hand to wipe it off. You were crying but had no recollection of doing so. Once the door closed, you let out the biggest shaky exhale.

"Hey are you okay?" Vander asked as he turned you to face him. You nodded. "Look at me, are you sure you're okay?" Your watery eyes blinked a set of tears away as you looked up to Vander who genuinely looked concerned. You didn't understand why you still became vulnerable every time you were faced with Salo.

"He did it again. He's mad at me so he told Salo I was down here in the undercity. W-why did he...." You huffed as your voice was shaky. You really fucked up this time. And there was no silco saving you this time either. You betrayed him in ways you told yourself you never would.

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