V. Im gonna be okay

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You have drifted off to sleep with no recollection of actually doing so. You were woken by the morning sun peering through the window of the room straight onto the bed. Your eyes fluttered open adjusting to the bright light. You propped yourself up sitting on your ass looking around the room. Your eyes caught Silco sitting in a chair in the room reading something.

"Good morning" he spoke without lifting his eyes from the paper or book.

"Hey, did you sleep in that chair last night?" You questioned as you lowered your brows trying to figure out where he had slept as the bed had been untouched.

"Yes" he spoke sending you a glance then returning to his papers. He check them over once more before breaking away from them officially.

"Where's Powder?" You asked as you slid towards the edge of the bed letting your feet hang off the bed. You exhaled sharply as you forgot about the massive wound on your lower abdomen. You lifted your shirt and the bandages were blood soaked. "Shit"

"Don't get up" Silco spoke as he flew up from his chair to approach you examining the bandages himself. "It's worse than yesterday. I will have to get someone to look at it. Until then, you are to not leave this bed. I will bring Powder to you but you are to not leave until that gets check out" he spoke sounding concerned. You huffed that you already knew this was not up for discussion just by the tone of his voice.

"Okay." You were stunned at after all these years, Silco still had that soft spot for you. He had always put you first and made sure you had everything needed and wanted. Was that the part of him that never left? Once silco had left to go bring powder, you slowly stood up and made your way to the nearest mirror. There you lifted your shirt a tad and started to unravel the bandage that was wrapped around your waist. You were sure to be steady until you got to the last layer that was touching the opened flesh. You took a deep breathe before you slowly began to peel away the bandage wrap from your wound.

"Son of a bitch! Mother fucker" you howled as it was stuck to your raw flesh. Pulling it away only irritated the skin around your wound. You heard the door open but you were too focused to turn around.

"Good morning y/n!" You heard Powder's voice cheer as she approached you. She was skipping towards you until she saw the amount of blood on the bandage and caught a glimpse of your wound. She stopped and gasped mesmerized by your raw flesh.  Her face fell to sadness and tears started to welt up in her eyes.

"I did that didn't I? My monkey ball? I hurt you...." She choked hugging her stuffed rabbit closely.

"You didn't know okay? I'm gonna be okay" you spoke as you slowly crouched to her level and lifting her head up with your hand by her chin. "I thought it was pretty amazing you finally got your monkey balls to work" you finished trying to bring light of the situation.

You heard a displeased voice coming from down the hall. Out of curiosity you slowly stood up wanting to go see what was going on.

"Stay here powder, I'll be right back" you huffed as you slowly lowered your shirt. The clothe of your shirt rubbed the wound irritating it. You gasped as it continued to rub but kept walking until you stood in the hallway.

"We had a deal!" A male voice spat from behind a door near.

"Deals Change" you heard Silco's voice responded in snarky matter. You heard a scoff and then the door swing up causing you to finch at the sudden noise. Out stormed an enforcer red as a cherry. He wasn't looking where he was going and knocked into you full force sending you to the ground. You stumbled back into the floor huffing as you held your side that had now started bleeding once again. Silco must of heard the commotion because he bolted out his office.

"Watch it!" The enforcer hissed but before he could do any more, Silco has grabbed the collar of his shirt and slammed him against the wall.

"Remember where you are when you think to talk to MY people like that" Silco hissed holding his grip tight on the collar. He released the collar aggressively and turned to come assist you as your hands were on your wound trying to stop the bleeding once more.

"Are you okay?" Silco asked as he helped you steady to your feet. "I told you to stay in the room until I can get someone here to check that severity of the wound.

"I was nosey" you confessed through your shape breathes of pain " and I wanted to make sure you were okay"

"You are still as stubborn as you used to be" he shook his head with a slight smile but he tried to not let you see. He helped you back in the room where powder was looking out the window to the outside world.

"Now, Please! Stay on the bed" he ordered as he took your support off of him and lumped on the bed. "Powder why don't you run on down to the kitchen and get you and y/n something to eat. Can you do that?"

"Yeah! I'm not 5!" She rolled her eyes as she skipped out of the room with rabbit in hand humming. He waited for Powder to leave before he pulled something out of his pocket.

"I hate to ask but would you be able to help me?" He questioned showing the item to you.

"What's this?" You spoke lowering your brows.

"It's a shimmer injection for my eye. I need you to shoot this into the center of my pupil"

"I'm sorry, you want me to what?!" You snapped shocked "you're fucking crazy!" You huffed as you slowly grabbed the injector from his hand slightly grazing against his skin. He knelt down and almost put his head in your lap, of course avoiding the side with your horrendous wound. His blue eye staring up at you. You exhaled sharply as you aimed the injector directly into the center of his eye.

"Are you rea-" you were to say but he cut you off.

"No don't warn me, just do it!" He spoke out through your steady hands over his scarred eye. You said nothing as you waited a few seconds before pressing it down to release the shimmer quickly into his eye. The minute you pulled away the injector, Silco  winced and gritted his teeth as the shimmer took course in his eye.

"Sorry! You told me not to tell you!" You confessed pushing the injector with your hand back towards him. "Take it! That thing is terrifying!"

"Thank you" he spoke as he stood up and straightened his clothes just as Powders walked in. "Perfect, now I will be back with someone I know to help you out with your wound" he spoke as he watched powder run directly to you pushing the snacks at you. He stood there staring at you as if he were lost in a trance at you. You awkwardly tried to avoid contact with him focusing your eyes on powder who was rambling about what she got for you.

He cleared his throat as he shook himself out of thought and turned to exit, leaving quickly. It's almost as if nothing had changed between you two. Of course there was that tension still there but you chose to ignore it and tell yourself it was nothing. But was it really nothing? To you, this was all feeling just like a dream. And you were to wake up right now  and none of this would have ever happened.

But is that what you wanted? If this was a dream, why didn't you tell yourself to wake up the first thought you had? Did you really wanna go back?

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