Traitor|| Silco x Reader

XXIX. Fresh air

You felt as if your world was crashing down. There was no one you could trust, you felt there was no one by your side. You were stuck in an endless loop of hurting people and getting hurt. Since you didn't have a place to stay no longer, you just slept in the back room below the bar. You couldn't go back to the house Silco lived in. You couldn't go back to Piltover. You had no where to go. Of course you had the bar to stay in thanks to Vander but it wasn't somewhere you really wanted to be.

Days had passed by and you didn't leave the room. You stayed on the couch barely getting up to go to the bathroom. You'd forget to eat so Vander would have to come and force you to. You were so badly wishing you could go back to when you had your girls, Vi and Powder. When all was well. You had your steady job at the last drop. Life was good.

You laid on the couch blankly staring off somewhere into the room. You were so caught up in your thoughts, your face looked lost. Your eyes were red and puffy from the continuous crying. Your stomach hurt from the crying so hard, you'd vomit because your body felt so broken. Yet you had nothing to throw up and your stomach muscles hurt. Your body ached, your head pounding.

The door to the room opened and your dead eyes wandered to wait for the being to come in assuming it was Vander. It was Cait and then Vi. Cait worriedly ran up to you.

"Y/n" she spoke softly moving the hair out of your face. Vi came up behind her kneeling down to level with the couch.

"Vander told us to come down here to try and get you out and about...." Vi spoke. You glanced at her and shook your head no slowly.

"You can't drown in sadness down here. It's not healthy" Cait spoke as she got up to go get you a glass of water from the sink. You shrugged your shoulders with no desire to talk.

"Can we at least go for a walk?" Vi asked pushingly. You shook your head no once more. "Seriously?" She tilted her to your head shake.

"Okay y/n. This stops now. Get up and let's go for a walk" Cait huffed as she set the glass of water down grabbing your arm and began trying to pull you up.

"Please" you croaked out sadly. "I really don't want to..."

"And I don't care" Cait responded. "This is no way to live" they both had gotten you up. You stood there groggy and weak. "You're paler than pale, y/n" she said as she look at your face and arms. You shrugged your shoulders once again.

"I'm gonna kill that son of a bitch" Vi growled.

"No...." You mumbled.

"Are you kidding me y/n? He fucked you over not once but TWICE" Vi spat.

"He had good reason...." You huffed softly.

"Why cause you fucked his brother when you thought he was dead. Deceased. Passed away. Not on this earth?"

"The same brother that tried to kill him....." you mumbled

"Still, that was in the past right?" Cait chimed in. Vi said nothing but looked at you for response.

"Yes in that past. No nothing happened that night Vi, I was in tears crying to Vander and he was just comforting me. He may have gotten a little into it but I did not" you huffed as that was the most you've said in days. Your eyes started to tear up once more.

"Okay let's not talk about that, we're here to take your mind off it and go for a walk so let's go!" Cait ordered.

"Is Jinx okay?" You asked quietly as they dragged you to the door.

"She's doing better than she was. Still an absolute mess. She tends to break when Cait's around. But she's okay, she asked about you recently" Vi responded.

"What did you say?...."

"I just said I haven't seen you nor do I know where you where. I didn't know if the sack of shit Silco was around." Vi shrugged her shoulders

"Let's go for that walk droopy" Cait spoke as she opened the door and pushed you through it. They treaded you up the stairs and towards the bar entrance.

"You got the bear out of the den" Vander sent a small smile as he gave a drink to a customer. Your eyes met his and his face softened feeling your depressed energy. "This would be good for you to get out and get some fresh air." Your eyes fell to the floor as they continued to haul you out the door.

They opened the door to the bar and the sunshine burned your eyes tremendously. You threw your hands up and covered your eyes quickly.

"Well just wander around the undercity and then after we lap at least once, we'll take you back" Cait ordered. You huffed say you finally gave in and started to walk without being pushed. They tried to create conversation with you but you were still in no mood.

You three were walking in the middle of the busy undercity streets when your eyes fell onto Silco's building. In which he was sitting on the steps with his men chilling feet behind him. In your mind you were hurt and shocked to see him but you couldn't bring your face to react. You looked away before he could make eye contact with you. He didn't look sad, didn't look like he missed you.

"Why is she still here?!" He suddenly barked which told you he spotted the three of you. "Why isn't she in Piltover where she belongs?" He hissed. Ouch, 'where she belongs' that hurts.

"Because Vander told Salo to fuck right off. You know what, fuck you! Stop trying to trade y/n for your benefit you selfish bastard" Vi snapped angrily. Your body was took weak to keep your head up, so your eyes just hung looking at the ground. "Grow up" Vi added. You heard Silco growl in conflict.

"I don't want her in my undercity" he spoke monotone.

"And we don't want you here either. I guess we both don't get what we want" Cait huffed finally having enough of staying quiet.

"I'll be speaking with Vander about this. He's not to mess with my business!" Silco snapped once more.

"Go ahead!" Vi spat and she pushed you forward seeing you were stuck in place. Your weakened body forced itself to take the few steps. Silco watched as Vi and Cait basically had to assist you to walk. You couldn't care what he thought. You were absolutely heartbroken that yet again Silco had thrown you to Piltover. With no hesitation. Did he ever really love you? Sure didn't feel like it