Love Comes Unexpectedly (A BlackPink Series I)

LCU27

"Running away again?"

I stop from my track when I hear the familiar voice, surprised that the person I was trying to avoid is still here in this house. I'm certain that I heard her car leave. That's why I immediately get up on the bed and change. How come she's still here?

"That was Rosé." She said calmly, answering the question in my mind. "I asked her to drive my car."

I sigh deeply trying to calm my pounding heart. I'm not certain how this meeting will end up. However, I can't avoid it now. She's here, talking to me. How can I possibly run from her, and the fact that I am also in her house makes this situation even worse. 

Now I'm hating myself for making a rash decision last night. This would never happen if I didn't willingly come with her. I wasn't drunk when Lisa pulled me out of the bar. I knew what risk I was taking when I let her drag me. Nevertheless, I still went with her. It was not because of the alcohol I intake, but because of the reason that I also wanted to be with her. When Jisoo showed me her picture with Bambam, I got annoyed. Angry to be exact. And the anger I felt for her yesterday was uncontrollable. And all I wanted that day was to take a revenge. I wanted to hurt her the way she was hurting me. I wanted her to feel my pain. I've been Lisa's fan for a very long time. There might be little information about her friends outside her work, but I know all of her friends in the modeling industry. I know who she hangs out with, because I always saw them on E news and TMZ. When I saw Jimin in the restaurant, my plan started. I know somehow that Lisa will learn about our get away. Friends talk, friends tell stories about their fun. I know it is bad to used people, but Jimin came to us. He was like a blessing in disguise. It was a good opportunity that I can't let go. However, I did not expect my plan would prosper immediately. Same as everyone, I was shocked to learn she was also there, in the bar. Her reactions towards Jimin and I made me nervous, and at the same time it made me happy. She was fuming with anger, and I was also positive that she was jealous of us, because I wouldn't be in this situation if she didn't. Last night, I was certain that I could get out of here easily, without encountering any compications. I planned it in my head how will I escape from her. And I did what I have planned. I pretended to be asleep for a longer of time just to avoid her, even though I was famish and thirsty, I endure all of it. When I heard the engine of her car started, I know it was the cue for me to get up. Immediately, I ran to her bathroom, washed my face, changed, and tied my hair in a messy bun. I had a big smile on my face when I took my first step out of her bathroom, thinking I won a battle again. But it fades as soon as I got out of her room. 

And now here I am, in another mess that I have created. A mess that is bigger than the other one. But what could I posibly do right now. I am in this situation because I was stupid and brazen last night. I have no one to blame, but myself. I have no choice but to face her and talk to her. 

"Be brave." I utter to myself. 

With a heavy sigh I slowly turn around to see her. And that instant I regret my decision. Lisa is only wearing a thin, plain v-neck white t-shirt, and there's nothing underneath. From where I stand I can clearly see her nipple pointing hard towards me. I wanted to look away to avoid seeing her breast, however my eyes betrayed me as if it has its own brain. It travels to Lisa's expose toned long legged legs and it goes up to her hip, noticing her lace black underwear. I swallow as if I have a lump in my throat. In just a second, my whole body becomes warm, like my blood boils, and it starts running fast through all my veins. This view that I am looking right now is not the scene I imagined, I want to be in. This is torure, especially, when I'm trying to run away from her. 

Closing my eyes, I sigh deeply. Trying to block the unwanted ideas, that's running on my mind. Today is not the right time. I'm in a fuck up situation and I need to think how to get out of this mess.