The Moment I Knew ✔️ (Jenlisa Fanfiction)

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I am here lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling, with the thought of Jennie in my head. I have like...a lot of questions to myself. Why am I acting weird everytime she's near me? I don't understand.

I don't understand why I find her pretty and hot these days.

I don't understand why my heart beats madly whenever she pouts like a child whenever she doesn't want my nagging or she wants something.

I don't understand why I love it when she clings to me like her life depended on it.

I don't understand why her pet names to me warms up my cheeks when it's supposed to be no big deal.

I don't understand why her scent calms me down.

I don't understand why I love it whenever she hugs me, kisses me, smiles at me, laughs at my lame jokes, care for me.

I don't understand why she feels like home. I really like her--

My eyes widened at the sudden thought.

W-WHAT?!

Oh god! I like her!!! What am I gonna do?!

Lisa, why---

My thoughts were cut off by the loud ringing of my phone.

Jagi ❤️ is calling....

The woman who's invading my thoughts is currently calling me. I cleared my throat as I answered the call.

" Hello Jen?"

"Lis?"

"Yeah? What's up?"

"Are you free? I mean, are you on bed already?"

I looked at the time and it says 2:12 AM. Did I stare at the ceiling that long?

"I'm not. I'm completely awake. Why? Are you okay?" I half lied.

I heard her sigh as if she's relieved.

"I can't sleep babe." She whined and I can almost imagine she's pouting right now.

"Do you want me to sing you to sleep?" She hummed softly.

See? Who's not gonna fall for this woman when she's this clingy and sweet and a little bossy and protective...okay, maybe not a little protective. But as I was saying, she sticks to me like I'm all she needs so I can't help but feel the need to be with her all the time.

I took a deep breath as I sang the song my heart wants to say to this woman...this woman who made me defenseless and won my heart with no sweat.

There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifiting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

I still remembered when my eyes first laid on her, she was with her friends on the bleachers near the football field while I was a few meters away from them, alone. I remember how her eyes disappeared everytime she laughs. I remember how my hear beat fast when I saw her gummy smile. I was frozen at my place at that moment but I didn't understand why back then.

Your eyes whispered "Have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me

The way she approached me and introduce herself at our first meeting in Biology just because I sat next to her. How she said I looked familiar and then said later on she saw me at the bleachers earlier that day. I smiled. How does this song knew our story?

The playful conversation starts counter all your quick remarks
like passing notes in secrecy

"True." She giggled. I smiled. This song exactly tells how we became close. If it wasn't because of the playful replies in each other's tweets, would I be here singing a song to this woman?

And it was, enchanting to meet, you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Jennie... everytime I come home from your apartment, I used to be confused why am I feeling giddy and smiley and happy. I thought that was because of you, just being my good friend. But no, it was more than that. And now I know why. I hope you know why.

The lingering question kept me up 2am, who do you love?
I, wonder till I'm wide awake

Exactly what I was doing before you called me Jennie. I like you. But do you even feel the same?

Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say, hey
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

How I wish you'd feel the same Jennie...

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

I sang it wholeheartedly. Jennie...can you hear me?

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Please Jennie...

A few moments after the song ended, I mumbled softly.

"Good night Jen."

When I heard no response, I knew she's now asleep. I smiled bitterly as I ended the call.

How hopeless of you Lalisa.

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