Complicated and confusing

Bloody nightmars (Literally)

Teneille's POV:
I woke up in Yogtowers in the hall way my hands were bound and so were my feet but not tightly. I turned my head and saw Chris with his mouth gagged and in the same position as me. He had so much fear in his eyes and once I saw him so did I. I managed to at least get up so I could get a better look Chris couldn't. It looked like a zombie hoard rolled through here the lights were hanging by a thread it was slightly dark except for the sun dim light coming in from rooms, there was blood on the walls and a few bodies on the ground. I saw Hannah, Kim, Lewis and Sjin I nearly vomited. Then I looked the other way and nearly screamed, I saw Smith impaled on a sharpened metal pole. I tried my hardest to stifle the scream who ever did this was bound to come back for Chris and I. I looked down at Chris he obviously already saw Smith as a tears were rolling down his face then I looked ahead a bit more and saw Katie impaled up against Smith's partition and I screamed a little but loud trying even harder to stifle it but wasn't very successful. I heard Chris crying but he was gagged so I reached down and pulled it off for him it hurt so much to see him cry and I was slowly dying inside as all my friends were dead and I assumed the worst that the ones I couldn't see were also dead that included Ross. I managed to just help Chris up when I heard a door open and Ross walked out. His hands were bound but not his feet, when he saw us he tried to run but I saw that his leg must have been broken as he was limping greatly. I heard the door open again and Joe walk out with a samurai sword and a pistol. He shot Ross in the leg I screamed and tried desperately to reach him. Joe just walked up to Ross. Ross pleaded for his life but it was no use Joe just stabbed Ross in the chest. "NO!" I scream now trying even harder to reach him. Joe just picked Ross up and threw him onto Smith, Ross was also impaled on the pole. I didn't give up trying to reach Ross and now Chris was trying as well. Joe just walked up to us and thew me back on the ground and tightened the bounds on my hands and feet, putting a knot that if I moved it got tighter but he already put it really tight. Joe then walked over to Chris and picked him up by the neck choking him. "STOP JOE YOUR KILLING HIM," I desperately screamed knowing I couldn't move without being in great pain. Joe dropped him and started beating Chris to death and I was forced to hear his screams even though I could look away I could still see what was happening. When the screams stopped I heard the click of a gun and shot up making the binds tighter and cutting into my skin. "Joe please don't do it you have already caused me enough pain just let us go please!" I was doing everything I could. He pointed the gun at Chris and shot three times. I screamed tears waterfalling down my face, then he pointed the gun at me. "DO IT!" I screamed as loud as I could and he shot me everything went black.

I shot up in bed sweating so much and ran to the bathroom and vomited. Ross was still asleep I must have not screamed in real life. This haunted me even more and then I saw the open window and began to cry. I can't do it anymore I just can't. I had never been suicidal but it was just getting to much for me to handle and the window was the best option right now. I stood up in the window and felt the wind on my face it was nice, tears were streaming down my face. I took a second and looked back at Ross. "Ross I love you lots and lots." I went to step off when someone grabbed me and held me tightly, it was Ross. "You can't leave me now I love you to much," he said cradling me and crying.
"I promise I will never leave again without saying goodbye first and your wide wake." We say in a hug and I realised something. My love for Ross saved my life if he had not been there I wouldn't have had a split second thought, he saved me.
"I love you," I say cuddling up to him.
"I love you too," he replies and hugs me tighter.