Complicated and confusing

I dont want to get married

Ross's POV:
I had told the lads what happened Trott was the most devastated he almost lost his sister, he cried when I told him. I don't know what caused her to do that and I don't want to know because I don't want her to think about that but her birthday is in a few days and I wanted to ask her to marry me I just couldn't live with knowing that she at any moment could do that again. I wanted to show that I loved her.

Teneille's POV:
Ross had been acting kinda strange around me he was defiantly more protective after what happened and while I came home earlier than him one day I decided to try and find something, I didn't know what I was looking for but I would know it when I saw it. I looked for about an hour and just as he opened the door I saw a small navy blue box and knew exactly what it was so quickly put it back and sat in the bed with my phone like nothing ever happened. He walked into the room put down his bag and lay beside me. I took a deep breath and sat up. "Ross I need to talk to you about something, it's nothing bad I just need to ask then tell you something," I was shaking a bit. He sat up to.
"Ok, I'm a bit scared now."
"Well I was just thinking for a second and noticed that you had been acting weird around me like more lovey and a thought came to my mind."
"Yeah," he looked a little bit calmer.
"Have you ever had the thought of marring me."
"A bit, after what happened I just want to show how much I love you."
"Well this is going to be a bit hard to hear but," I paused a bit, "ok, sorry if this hurts a bit but, I don't believe that marriage should show your love for someone, what you did for me saved me that was enough for me I don't want anymore. I don't want to walk down an aisle in a puffy white dress just for us to say a few lines of our love when we can already do that right now, I don't want a expensive ring full of fake diamonds just to show off to my friends. I don't want that all I want is for you to say I love you every morning and night to still take me out on romantic but not to fancy dates and to love me like we are boyfriend and girlfriend not a married couple I don't want it to be like that. I love you heaps and heaps the words have not been invented to show how much I love you." I just stopped whist I was ahead and looked at him and he just smiled and gave me a kiss.
"I love you to Pluto and back words cannot explain how much I love you. We don't have to get married and I'm totally fine with that." I smiled and cried I was so happy that he understood and didn't care, but I was just wondering what he would do with the ring.

Ok depressing chapters are over (for now) next one I will try my hardest to make it as funny and happy as possible.