Complicated and confusing

Bad Dreams

Teneille's POV
~flash back in a dream~
I'm staring at the mirror in the bathroom holding my hair in my hands a single tear falls down my face. Chrissy walks in and just takes the scissors off me and fixes my hair up so it doesn't look so messy and stupid. I put my hair in a bag and walk out to a hole in the wall that my head caused and sat the hair down underneath it and stood beside. Joe came home from work as he walked up the stairs and just looked at me. "The fuck did you do to your hair young miss," he walked very close to me. I looked him straight in the eye.
"I'm fucking sick and tired of it being grabbed and thrown into the wall. I give absolutely zero fucks about your opinion anyways Joe."
"You will call me dad young miss."
"Fuck you," I spat at his face. He wiped it off and grabbed my shoulders and threw me to the ground and kicked me twice. He stopped and I stood up.
"If you want to be a boy learn how to fight like one," he pushed me really hard and I fell down the stairs things seemed to slow down as I tried to grab the railings and stop myself but all I hear is a crack, I let go and roll down the stair every movement hurts like hell. Joe comes down and kicks me constantly I hear another crack and I'm suddenly in great pain I cry out. Chrissy is at the top of the stairs and she is yelling at Joe to stop.
"Joe fucking stop she is only 13 your going to kill her." Joe just walked up the stairs and threw Chrissy onto the floor and punched her in the face knocking her out. Joe comes back from the kitchen with a knife I desperately try to get up but I landed in my right arm and my left arm was in so much pain. Joe came down and turned me over and sliced my back once I cried out the twice and three times then he pulled my shirt away from my shoulder and sliced my shoulders each twice. I cried out in to much pain then he looked me me lying there loosing so much blood and all I see is the blue sky from the sky roof we have before I pass out.
~end of flash back dream~

I wake up with a jolt sweating and then I grab my shoulder for some reason it's in a lot of pain them some one shushes me and hugs me. "Shhh Ten it's ok it was just a nightmare," It was Trott.
"No Trott that was no fucking nightmare that was a really bad nightmare that haunts me during the day as well," I try my absolute hardest to not cry as I tell him about it he is my brother after all he deserves to know. He just stays with me till the sun starts to rise. I start to get ready my mood is now going to be ruined for the rest of the day.

Nearly everyone noticed that I wasn't myself I was much quieter and I actually completely ignored Ross. He got so confused as sad that he stressed himself out to a point where I was just lying on the couch thinking the worst. I couldn't go in there to much was going through my mind to much was scaring me. Trott then decided he had, had enough and told Ross that I had a nightmare and told him what happened and that I just have to much going through my mind and that it's scaring me to death. Ross comes into my office and I can see he has tears in his eyes and I know that Trott told him. I stand up, "I-I'm sorry I just." He cuts me off as he pulls me into a hug.