The secret side of me

No one knows as far as I know

It was a normal day at home. I never used my powers around people so that no one knew I had them. Not my dad my evil stepmom or Justin and his family. The only people that ever knew any of my secrets were my biological mom who was now dead and my cousins the swans who were practically  the only family I still had. My dad was happy so to speak, he's probably under the evil stepmother's spell, so to speak. No one knows about my powers or that she abuses me or that I have a great singing voice and want to be famous for acting and singing, or why I became a tomboy. Well as far as I knew anyways.

I was at school which I hate and try to skip, because well no one actually cares about me or my grades or whatever except Justin and his family who are like family to me and I'm always over there. Justin would probably not understand why I never told him him any of my secrets and most likely shut me out or at the very least be upset with me and want nothing to do with me. Bella and her husband and his family were the only people other than my mom that ever knew my 1st secret and some how they had got me to tell them my other secrets and had promised to keep them all secrets. Bella and the other Cullen's were kind of the only family I had left and since I didn't have any real siblings they did great for now.

Farrah where do you keep going everyday when you're supposed to be at school with us?! At school IDK what you're talking about! No you aren't! How would you know it's not like we're in the same classes?! Actually we are and you'd know that if you ever bothered to show up to class. I'm sorry really I am, but there's just too much that goes on in my life that I don't need school to be more problems then I already have, besides no one cares about me anyways my parents don't care about my grades and the staff doesn't care enough about me to give me detention or to make sure I stay at school and when I am at school I can do whatever I want whenever I want when other kids aren't you know, (whispering) Bullying me.

Excuse me? Huh? You didn't finish your sentence. I have to go I can't stay. Farrah you're safe with us here no one has ever hurt you and you have no enemy's as far as I know so what are you running from? The TRUTH! *Gasp* I mean just forget it ok?! I'm so gone. I ran away using my vampire speed to get me to a watery place for me to get into, that or creating a portal to where I needed to be in order to get me to a place with water. My wizard spells could only get me so far.

Farrah wait. Good no one's around I don't have time to use my vampire speed to get me to a body of water or some form of it I need to use my wizard powers to get me that far and then use my mermaid powers to get me to my cousins in Washington they'll be expecting me. Justin is getting too close he already knows I skip school what he doesn't know as far as I know is that he doesn't know where I go and I hope he never finds out, not about my powers or my family or those other things the less he knows the better and less he knows the more he can't be mad at me or shun me for being the freak I am.

*Gasp* Hello is someone there?! Great now I'm being paranoid I guess after all the pain I get from when I'm actually at school and my house is getting the better of me and making me scared. The major parts of why I even became a tomboy. Don't cry crying is showing weakness and if you do people might see you change. Good no one's around time to create that portal. I just hope that if Justin ever found out that would never happen and he'd forgive me for not telling him. Oh well too late now family here I come.

Farrah wait! I have to tell, who, who would I tell?! I can't she doesn't know I even know her secret. I can't talk to her about it she'd think the worse of it that I was mad at her or that I followed her or that she can't trust me. I need to keep this to myself. I just need to be there for her when she feels like telling me, sooner or later she's gonna have to tell me either that or she finds out that I know her secret. Hopefully the earlier then the later though. I can't believe she'd ever think I'd think something like that of her. Don't tell her I said this, but I think I love her. Not that you all could ever tell her anyways you're all readers.

Well I guess I'll just have to wait. Oh Farrah please be careful and come home safe. I'm sorry I had to find out this way. Well that's all for now goodbye everyone see you real soon.