The secret side of me

Everything is ay ok

When I came too, I awoke rubbing my eyes. my head was spinning I was in my room, but at the Cullen place. Where am I? What happened? And why do I feel like a human after they've drunk, and ew, what is that taste in my mouth yuck?!

Yep she's up. Oh G-D turn it off! What? The talking, just, just stop. UG! I flung my head down to my pillow groaning in pain, I shouldn't had done that. Good that means Carlisle can come and give you more medicine. In other words, he says more likely just to spite me..... CARLISLE SHE'S AWAKE! E, I'm gonna, or I would if, ug my head, kill you! You know if my head wasn't pounding!

And since I was not in my right mind, I wasn't actually aware that they were real, I could've sworn that I was still asleep, having a very realistic nightmare, feelings, involved, I mean yes you still probably have senses, like sight, and seeing in color, or whatever else, but not still feel pain like you were an average human having a hangover , after getting drunk the night before.

Soon uncle Carlisle was in the room, just as soon as I was done throwing a pillow at Edward or at what I thought was invisible Edward. Hearing him call other people's names just made me feel worse, there was nothing more I wanted to do except cry. Although I was afraid that crying would just make everything worse, but I couldn't help it.

When I started I couldn't stop, everyone had came into my room, my wizard cousin's were there, Justin was there Jacob and the pack were there, all my vampire "cousins" were there, my aunt was there and my uncle was there too, trying to take care of me. My dad was at the hospital under Carlisle's watch while he was in a coma, even though I thought he was dead. My evil stepwitch was gone for good, but now everyone I loved was gone, and I was powerless, I'm still sure I'm sleeping, that I'm gonna wake up in my room, alone.

Farrah what's wrong? This isn't real. Everyone I love and care about is gone, IDK what's happening you're all in my head part of this horrible nightmare I'm having, my father drank a poison and died, Justin turned to green goop, Jacob got shot with a bullet and my stepmom took away all of your guy's powers and your youth and took all my powers away too.

I'm gonna wake up be in my room at home, and be all alone as nothing but a weak little human. Farrah shh, shh don't cry. What's the matter kiddo? Carlisle asked me. Oh Uncle invisible Carlisle I feel like I have a horrible human hangover as if I was drunk, and everyone I love and cared about is gone forever. That and my powers are gone now.

Oh honey everything's gonna be alright. Yeah little cousin there's nothing to worry about. You guys wanna help us out here? What if we sing a song to her, music usually calms her down? Yeah great idea you guys but lets first get so fluids into her first. Ok you're the Dr. what do you want me to do? Edward I.... Carlisle let me help tell me what to do.

We need to get the medicine into her system, but with her thinking this is all a dream, that's gonna be more easily then done I'm afraid. What's in it? I gave her one medicine earlier that should give her back her powers in a matter of hours, this will get rid of those horrible hangover feelings she's feeling right now. Oh that will be easy. As soon as she takes it she'll start feeling sleepy. Then you 3 can sing whatever you feel like singing to her, as she drifts off to sleep again.

Great sounds like a great idea, well since we keep telling her everything's gonna be alright what if we just sing her that. Sounds like a plan, we're gonna have to explain everything to her later, but for now find a way to get her to open her mouth to take this. Piece of cake. He smirked squeezing my side and that's when they got the medicine into me.

Now? Now. So as promised I started feeling sleepy, and he and Bella, and Jacob all sang the predicted song as I started drifting off to sleep. 

They all kissed my forehead and leaving. Sweet dreams we'll explain everything when you wake up. Too bad I couldn't hear him now, since now I was safely asleep. We love you so much Farrah.