The secret side of me

Keep your emotions under control

The next morning as I slept soundly in my bed at "home" I found myself being harshly pushed out of bed. Hey?! I yelled hitting the floor. What was that for? I opened my eyes rubbing the sleep out of them staring up at the person that had done that.

Jasper! What gives?! Sorry I actually didn't mean to shove you that hard, I actually only wanted to wake you up, and I don't think you would've liked very much if had done what Edward does. My skin got paler at hearing those words, shuddering. Getting chills?

N-no, I can't get cold, I'm one of you, and part fish, I'm part wizard too, but I don't think that would matter much for not feeling the cold since most of us are humans. Jasper just nodded his head smiling down at me holding out a hand to help me up.

Listen go get dressed, have someone animal wise of course, or left over from the fridge to eat or drink, and meet me in the front yard, I'm training you today, it will be to kind of mess with your emotions on this one, since that's the power that we share. I rolled my eyes at him, then suddenly I felt angry. STOP THAT!

Whoa. I went to normal and grabbed my head feeling dizzy suddenly, and that was natural, it wasn't some suddenly changed emotion. *Ug* Jas please don't do that. Drink something you'll feel better, oh and BTW this is why we need to train, he said walking away to wait for me later.

*Ug* this was today's outfit, (outfit 5) with jeans and of course I just had to add fingerless gloves (fingerless gloves) with my usual tie up black skull on the side Gothic looking boots. Let's do this, I said to myself. Using my speed, which I of course had no control over, sped to the fridge, somehow without completely falling, and opened it. Ah, blood, mm smells good.

Let's see Edward's, Edwards, Edwards, Edwards, Alice's, Alice's Jasper, Jasper, Jasper, Emmett, Emmett, Rose, Rose, Bella, ah ha finally here we go, Farrah, right here. What are you doing? I heard a sly voice ask me. I wasn't expecting to hear or see anyone in there, so of course what did I do when I heard his voice, I jumped freaking out, giving a little yipping scared sound, almost dropping the cup of blood, luckily, I was fast enough, not to drop it, as it almost hit the floor, grabbing it, taking a sip out of it, and looking up at Edward.

What are you doing here? Hey I asked you first, don't you have a power lesson with Jasper, this morning? Yes, and so I'm dressed, and I'm getting something to drink, do you want one of your many left over cups as well? He laughed, sure hand me up one. Here I said pulling one of them out, giving them to him. Thanks "sis."

Yeah that's right Edward pretty much thinks of me as a little sister, even though if they were all really blood related they would biologically be my cousin's. I just nodded my head smiled and said you're welcome. I sat down at the table and drank my cup of blood, threw it away and went outside to be trained.

Well, well, well. Took ya long enough. Yeah, yeah shut up, just train me. With pleasure. Listen for a sec. See look you can use your emotions in different ways, you can change your own emotion, and make everyone else feel what you feel, or you can use it to your advantage and make bad guys feel bad for you and fall under your power, but if you're over emotional, like you are, and that's why we're doing this now, that can be both your strength and your weakness, which it usually is.

Hey?! See, like now, you just took offense to that, you shouldn't have. This is gonna be fun, IDK about you , but it will for me. Hey?! See, you just did again. *Ug* now, now. Jas, just get on with it. Fine. First, I want you to think of an emotion and change my emotion completely, this should be easy.

It was, only problem, well he never told me that if I changed one person's emotion it would change all the other's too, or that now that I knew how to use this power that when I had a strong emotion, it would also change everybody's emotion as well.

Good very good, now I'm gonna try and change yours and your goal is to make it so that I can't. Understand? I nodded my head, this was harder, he won a couple of times, the first couple of times, were so strong, I couldn't breathe, and I lost my balance and fell, and for whatever reason couldn't get back up. Farrah don't forget to breathe, if, and when that happens, and I will constantly be able to change your emotion, you're just gonna have to let whatever emotion I change it to, change, or it will eat at you, and make you feel like you'll explode with all kinds of emotion, and you can't let that happen.

I finally beat him though. Good, very good, see you're learning, now.... Before he could finish, he got a "stressful" call saying that the other's had all been "Kidnapped" This was all part of a plan, one of them had been changed into an evil power "stealing" wizard, from my world of magic, and was currently holding the other's hostage. Only problem? Well they somehow had figured out a way to cast my wizard spells from my spell book, cloning one of them most likely Bella, since she's the only one that has a power similar to that, then used a look alike spell to make her look like an evil power stealing wizard. That wasn't the problem, the problem was, that I completely fell for it, this was an ultimate test to use my powers on evil villains to get what I wanted without them using my powers against me.

You stay, I'll go after them, little did I know he wasn't gonna come back, I waited, and waited, until finally, I got a signal from somebody, about where they were, and that it was up to me to go save them myself. So I did. HEY! Everyone turned to me, slyly smiling. LET THEM GO! I yelled stomping my foot, hard enough to make a dent into the floor and shaking the whole run down place.

Don't take them take me, they have nothing to do with this, I am one of you. I have whatever it is you're looking for, my cousin's warned me about someone like you, that you would be after something, that we took from you. Guess what I have it, you can't have my "siblings" or it.

Edward: (To Jasper) Jasper?! What's going on?
Jasper: IDK this part wasn't part of the plan, I had no idea things like this even existed, but let's just see what happens after all if anything she'll use her powers against them to get what she wants.

Tied up and gagged, and "without" powers, they struggled to free themselves. Ha, ha-ha there is no way out you fools. YES THERE IS! Ha by who? You? Are you gonna stop me, little girl? As a matter a fact I am! I suddenly changed my emotion to be really super sad, I only meant to make it so that the villain would feel it only, but the other's stated to feel just as sad as I did.

When I had it where I wanted it, I jumped and kicked it ninja style to the ground. You mess with my family, you mess with me! I took the knife, they had and cut the ropes off, and ungagged them all. There your all free to go. The only other problem? They thought I wouldn't figure it out, Bella looked the most hurt when I was sad, and she looked in so much pain when the "Villain" was in pain. I didn't know how to make the clone go away, but I did know how to get that thing to be part of her. Protons, neutrons, back to one.

It suddenly disappeared. Bella's whole body started to violently shake, as it was brought into her. I crossed my arms, rolled my eyes and had a slighbrow on my face. That wasn't very nice you know?! How did you figure it out?! Well first of all the power the "Wizard" had was trying to "take" mine too, it felt more like Bella's shield. Then when I made everyone sad, to make the "Villain" feel sorry for me, like Jas told me to do, Bella looked the most sad, then when I started beating up the "Wizard" Bella looked like she was in as much pain as that thing was. This is why unless you're part whatever I am, wizard wise that you don't do my spells they won't turn out the way you want them to.

Trust me, I've had plenty of practice, I'm still trying to figure out more than half of them myself. I realize you just wanted to help, and train, and test me Jas, but we actually do have those kinds of wizards, in my world, and I think my stepmother is one of them. Well let's all go home, I have to go back to the girls in the morning, I have one more mermaid power that I have to learn, then I'll stay here.

Ok come on let's get you back, it's getting dark. Um hello? That's good for our kind, that's when we hunt. You actually want to come hunting with us? I only hunt animals horrible people and the dying just like the rest of you do. Ok then come on, let's go.

Now? Yeah sure why not? Race ya! All other's: You're on!