Learned to Love (matheoriddlexreader)

26:This has to stop

(Trigger warning-abuse, and eating disorders)

It's been a couple of days since the lake and now I was sitting in Jacobs lap at lunch replaying what had happened in the hallway earlier.

(Earlier)

I was walking down the hall and got pulled into a closet. I looked up and saw Liam. I began to panic but wouldn't let him see that. "Now you listen to me Y/N. You are not going to just sit around with your little guard dogs and pretend that I'm not here" he says angry.

"I'm sorry, did you want me to act like a little obsessed fangirl because I will not. We dated for two years and I hated every second of it." I said right in his face. He slams his hand into the wall right next to my head. "Why don't you just hit me? Beat me like you used to. What's stopping you? You used to do it every day. Just hit me." I say looking in his eyes.

"I never did that" he scoffs and pulls away.

"Yes you did. Every Single day. Every time I would talk to Aidan you would pull me away and beat me until I couldn't walk. You told me I was fat and would only let me eat once a day and if I ate too much that would be another beating. You acted so innocent around everyone else."

"If you're so big and bad, why didn't you tell anyone or fight back?' he asks, rolling his eyes.

"I didn't fight back because I didn't feel like it and I didnt tell anyone because I was scared of you. I knew you would beat me worse than every other time."

"You're not scared of me now?" he questions

"No...I'm not because I'm stronger now and I could kill you quicker than you could blink so you are never getting me back and you will never have me wrapped around your finger again I'm done with you and everything you stand for so leave me the fuck alone before you start something you can't finish" and with that I left the closet he pulled me into.

(back to now)

"Babe why aren't you eating?" Lizzie asks me.

"I'm not really hungry right now." I reply

"I haven't seen you eat in a couple of days. Have you been eating at all?" she asks

"Yeah I eat between classes and have my midnight snacks" I lied. The truth is I wanted to be as pretty and skinny as the other girls. They looked so much better than me. I feel my phone vibrate and look down grateful for an excuse to get out of the conversation.

Side Hoe

Side Hoe:
Meet me in the same spot as the
Other night

Me:
But they are about to announce the
Names of the competitors for
The TriWizard thingy

Side Hoe:
Meet me there in
10 minutes
No arguments

Me:
Whatever I guess I
Can miss it

Side Hoe:
10 minutes
Don't be late

Me:
Jeez I won't

I look back up and see everyone eating. I stand up to go to the little spot by the lake.

"Where are you going Babygirl?" Dalton and Riley ask at the same time.

"I'm going for a little walk I'll be back later" I say before anyone else could say anything I walk off. I walk out of the castle and make my way to the spot and sit waiting for Matheo.