Noah
November
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He's doing it.
After his fight with Dixie last night, there's no doubt in his mind that he isn't getting on that plane.
At least, not that many doubts. He supposes that if she went to the airport, apologized and professed her undying love to him, he might be tempted to stay. But he knows that would be giving up his dream.
Noah has never been more confused with his life ever. He doesn't know what he wants but he knows he can't have Dixie and his dream college.
He's hoping that once he leaves, it'll be easier. But he knows it's probably a long shot.
He knows she's going to be the girl that he can't stop thinking about. Whenever he sees her name, it'll hurt. Even if it's a name that belongs to someone else, or if she belongs to someone else, it'll always be hers. She symbolizes his weakness.
She'll be the one who haunts his mind when it's 3 am and he's all alone.
But he knows, that if they're truly meant to be together, they'll find their way back to each other.
So he does it.
He's breaking the love of his life's heart, because of his dream.
And there's no going back.
