For starters, what's your phobia? What scares you so much you get anxious and panicky and things like that?
You don't have a clue what is it like to be a phobic because your phobias are either bearable/nearly non-existent? Well head to dannihowell on Tumblr :3 Click on the Phanfiction link, scroll all the way down to drabbles then click on Clocks. That would be a bit helpful but I'm no psychologist :P Neither is Danni. She's just a writer who wants to enlighten some people
So now we talk about phobias. Man I should run a Youtube channel talking about things because eh idk people probably think I'm smart. Its just my head filled with useless facts
What is/are your phobia/s? Well personally, I fear abandonment and not being good enough
I mean I get scared when people start talking to me less. Like no please don't abandon me I'm scared I need someone I'm not used to changes. Well I fear major changes too. Appearance doesn't bother me BUT OVERALL MAJOR CHANGE SCARES ME SO MUCH I SHAT MY PANTS
So yeah, I fear abandonment, change and balloons
When I was younger, I used to go to places with balloons. Normally I would enjoy them, UNTIL THAT ONE TIME SOMEONE POPPED A BALLOON IN FRONT OF MY FACE AND I GOT SO SCARED I CRIED I KID YOU NOT
Eversince then, I stayed the fuck away from balloons. Not because of their appearance. What makes me fear them is when they pop, my mind is like "HOLY SHIT YOU'LL GET HURT" So there >_<
Well abandonment scares me more though. Things I do to keep my friends and hopefully maintain stability in my life at the same time trying not to go near a balloon because JESUS CHRIST WHY DO PEOPLE LIKE BALLOONS AT THEIR PARTIES CAN YOU NOT UNDERSTAND I'LL BREAK DOWN AND CRY IF THE PLACE IS FILLED WITH BALLOONS
Yeah. There. I'm so lame. Pls don't send balloons to me I'll get scared
Bye?
