Fuck
Life is getting out of hand for me
School's out already but I felt like ranting endlessly for hours
I felt like a piece of shit despite my attempt at happy tweets
Its just...
ARGH!
I'm feeling worthless and like a piece of shit
People please
Don't be so judgmental
What am I about to say next can change your view about me
I'm such a fucking negatron of power
Although there are some small achievements that make me happy, I actually more likely to ignore them. Not because I want bigger shit
Its because my atittude at life is negative as fuck
I bet some of you are surprised
Its because I'm known here to be an hyperactive Asian
No, I'm not that irl
Behind the username TwiliaDApprentice lies a girl named *i deleted my name soz*
She's unhappy with her life
Her parents are making it fucking difficult
Sometimes, heer parents scold her without valid reasons
If she's hurt, they blame her
Blame
Blame
Blame
That's what I get
I'm the blamed one
I felt like I'm adopted because I lack resemblance to anyone in my family
I don't even look like my grandparents, my cousins...
ANYONE
I must be adopted then
And the shitty piece of paper called 'birth certificate' is just forged by my parents
Or maybe I'm a child outside marriage
Did you know that one month before I'm born, my parents held a secret civil wedding
I'm glad to know Grandma Amy objected to that
Glad to hear that Grandma
Because Dad never finished college. All Dad did to me was either make me do something on my own or beat me
Its too fucking late
I'm glad that my parents are married when my lil sis was first concieved
They weren't even married and just dating when I was first concieved
Hello?
Am I an illegitimate child you tried to legitimate?!
Fuck you
And rot in hell
I never loved you both anyway
Not even as a child
