"darling,i hope you know that he won't be here forever. maybe one day he'll leave for a business trip and never return or maybe you'll both wither away like the flowers on your favorite vase. and when that day comes,you have to promise me that you won't let his absence define you. you are your own universe and the people you love can be just a fraction of it. don't let them eclipse your light. you're not just a lonely satellite,babygirl. you are the planets and the billions of stars.you are a universe of your own."
"i always called him my sunshine"she said quietly and then shaking her head,she continued "he lighted up my days and made me warmer. he was the sunshine that melted my snow covered heart and somehow made it seem okay."
she stopped and closed her eyes briefly; her eyes burning with the sleep she didn't have since the past week. so she opened her eyes and took a deep breath.
"and besides,whats the use of having the universe if theres no sunshine to guide it?"
•this was from a bucky barnes fanfic that i almost published lmao•

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Fanfictioni usually wake up at 2 am and think about a lot of stuff. i tried to sum them up and write them here. [ lowercase intended.]