they say when you're drowning, it's not the actual drowning that kills us. it's not the suffocation but it's the loss of hope. once you're drowning, you lose all hope to try to survive. you remember your deepest secrets, your regrets, your fears, your childhood memories. but i never believed in that. not until i met you.because that one night, i stayed up late, way past my bedtime and all i thought about was you. that night, i realized that i loved you and thats when it felt like i was being pushed off a cliff. this deep blue ocean beneath me, waiting to swallow me in its depth of sorrow and despair. but i couldn't stop myself from drowning or falling for you even if i tried.
and if you were to push me again, id gladly take the fall for you. because you're my anchor after all.
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2 a.m. thoughts
Fanfictioni usually wake up at 2 am and think about a lot of stuff. i tried to sum them up and write them here. [ lowercase intended.]
