i'm working on self love. i've tried it before but i always ended where i began. but i'm still trying because the last time you asked me what i regretted, i got too overwhelmed and broke down. but now, if you ask me what my regrets are, i will give you the most unexpected answer. the girl who made the most mistakes will smile at you and tell you nothing. because in the end, the things i've done and the things i've suffered, are the things that made me who i am today. and although i'm not completely in love with the person i've become yet, i'm working on it. i'm feeding her on time, i'm making her focus on her life. i'm doing things for her that no one ever did and i'm treating her the way she should've been treated. i'm doing it all so that the next time we meet, i will still be able to look at you in your pretty eyes and say, "i don't regret anything at all."

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Fanfictioni usually wake up at 2 am and think about a lot of stuff. i tried to sum them up and write them here. [ lowercase intended.]