i remember when we went on our date and you purposely didn't bring your umbrella, even though you knew it would rain. i remember how you pulled me on the middle of the parking lot and held me so tight,as if you wanted me to be a part of you. i remember you kissing me and telling me that you loved me even when my makeup was running down my face,making me look horrible. and i remember returning home and thinking how much i loved the rain because it reminded me of that moment and it reminded me that you were all mine.
and right now, i'm playing my music so loud in hopes that it will drown out my pain because its raining kerosene outside and i'm trying my best to fight the urge to light myself up.
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2 a.m. thoughts
Fanfictioni usually wake up at 2 am and think about a lot of stuff. i tried to sum them up and write them here. [ lowercase intended.]
