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here's Aprils cat <3

Thursday.

We go home tomorrow and to say I'm excited to sleep in my own bed is an understatement. I didn't talk to Zayn at all, even at diner it was awkward and I had so many things I wanted to say but I physically couldn't say the things I wanted.

I didn't want him to have a crush on me, this just meant that things would be awkward a and stuff. I wanted to see my mom, sister and my cat Sushi. He looks like a roll of sushi hence his name.

It happened again, Louis and I. We fell asleep with him spooning me from behind which lead us to make out again, and you all that leads into sex. I was addicted to him. I actually couldn't stop.

Zayn had texted me over a gazillion times but I didn't know what to say. I was actually speechless towards him now. What was I supposed to say to all those messages about how much he didn't want to tell me and that we should forget he ever said that?

Louis' head was back on my bare chest this time, he was tracing my breast. He actually got up and put the condom in the bin instead of leaving it on there to bin later.

I scratched his head again. He told me about one of his exes, not saying her name but how much she used Louis for her own personal pleasure and other things which is why he's a bit cold to girls and he doesn't date.

I'm slowly starting to enjoy these morning cuddle things. "You're going to have to take the bin out before we leave tomorrow," I whisper.

"They will," he shrugs.

"But what if they tell Mr. Sands it was our cabin? Everyone will find out about us,"

"True," he sighs.

"My throat hurts," I complain.

"Mm there's good memories there baby, and I'm reliving it,"

"Of course you are," I roll my eyes. "I swear if you give me anything-"

"You won't, like I said, I never fuck anyone without a condom and I've been tested many times, you won't,"

"I'm holding that against you, if I do, I blame you instantly,"

"You can't blame me for something that isn't going to happen," he said.

"Anyway, are you excited to go home tomorrow?" I ask.

"Fuck no, I'll be grounded and I've actually enjoyed not having 4 sisters pissing me off every 5 seconds,"

"Enjoy it while it lasts," I shrug. He tilts his head to look at me, he smiles. His lips scrunch but stretch into a smile, before he shows his teeth. My heart bursts and I smile too.

He sits up and leans on his elbow next to my head. His free hand cups my jaw before he places a soft kiss to my lips. Kissing isn't weird to us anymore. Our lips smack when we pull away, the noise so foreign.

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