the cabin || l.t✔

eleven

April Rose
I saw Zayn at dinner even though I was a little worn out from the events before. He told me that Louis was on his last strike because he was caught vaping in the bathroom.

Louis' in a bad mood for some reason. He was cold to me after we had sex, he told me to get dressed and that he hated when I touched his back dimples.

For one, I love how he's insecure about something, being Louis you would think he doesn't have one, knowing he does makes it better to me to be honest. And two, I don't know why he got so cold afterwards. It's not like I had all the control.

Anyway, Zayn told me he was starting to get horny but didn't want to have sex which confused me really. Why didn't he want to have sex? He was horny?

"Why not?" I chew.

"I just don't think I need to, besides, I'm in the crushing stage," he shrugs.

"So just get in with that girl then," I shrug. He bites his lip.

"I can't," he drops his head.

"Why?"

"Because, I'm not allowed too," he pushes his food around with his fork.

"Why not?" I push. He looks up at mt though his eyelashes and shakes his head.

"Doesn't matter," he whispers. I sigh.

"You're never going to get anywhere if you don't try," I say, he looks back at me through his incredibly long eyelashes, biting his lip. "Just say who it is and maybe I can help?"

"Can we stop taking about this?" he whines.

"Why? I just want you to a least give it a go,"

"But I don't, I can't, you don't understand," he rubs his face.

"So help me understand,"

He stares at me. "There's this girl I like, you know her," he swallows. "I've had a crush on her for a long time, a year or so. She's tall, funny, she makes me laugh, a lot, she's hot - sexy pretty much and there are so many times I'm around her, I just want to kiss her but I know I can't," he finishes up. "Her lips look so kissable and I just...I think I could kiss them forever,"

My heart burst.

"You almost sound like your in love," I like him but he shrugs. "Zayn, don't tell me you're in love with this girl?"

"I-I don't know," he shrug.

"Have you...dreamed about her?"

"Dreamed how...?"

"I don't know, however,"

"...yes," he bounces his knees.

"Okay so you like her that much, I don't wanna ask you but what dre-"

"It was a sex dream yes," he closes his eyes, covering his lips in a fist.

"So she's the one you want to hook up with?"

"...yeah, like I said, I could only dream it,"

"Yeah?" I furrow my brows.

"Yes, but...she won't so,"

"You're not going to tell me the name are you?"

"No," he shakes his head.

"Well that makes it hard," I whine.

"I'm not telling you, I've already told you too much," he puts his eyes in his hands.

"Too much? You can tell me anything...I'm you're best friend,"

"Exactly," he says. He sighs, closing his eyes and rubbing them with the side of his fists. I look around the room, Louis seeming like he hasn't eaten anything.

I watch as a group of girls come over to him, sitting at their table, Niall and Harry looking like they're in heaven. I can see their lips moving but I can't hear them. My heart started to race a little, I wasn't sure why.

"Look, I'm not going to tell you this, I know that breaks our "telling each other everything" rule but you can keep something from me because I'm keeping this from you. I've dealt with this on my own for a while and I've kept it to myself, I'm not telling anyone and I plan to keep it that way for as long as I can, okay?"

I look at him and nod.

"But Zayn," I get his attention. "You should tell her...you have dreams about her, you're literally falling and maybe she might feel the same way," I shrug.

"She doesn't, I know for a fact she doesn't so it doesn't matter," he mutters.

"You never know unless you don't try," I shrug. "Can I guess who it is?"

"No," he shakes his head.

"What does her name start with?" He looks at me confused, closing his eyes and shaking his head.

"A," he whispers.

"Okay so that limits it down a bit. He looks at me like I'm an idiot. "What? You won't tell me who it is!" I object. "Ugh, will you ever tell me?"

"Um..." he bites his lip. "Yeah, when the time is right," he nods.

"Okay...how long will that be?"

"Don't push it, I haven't told anyone," 

Louis Tomlinson
Leave me alone.

"What are you doing after?" a blonde with the name Erica bites her lip, tracing my arm with her fake nails. I bet she heard from whoever that I fuck anyone so she's probably here for that.

"Not much," I show no interest.

"Well that can change," she winks. Her green eyes send lust into mine. Not even a day or two ago, I would have fucked her so hard right after but right now, I just didn't feel like that.

She smells nice, I guess that's wine thing. She smells like April if I'm being honest, the same body spray that smells like grape. She reminded me of April a bit too.

Her hair was blonde, eyes were green. The only thing is that she was wearing a cropped top bra thing and shorts and April wouldn't wear that.

Abs that's what I like about her because she would rather wear baggy clothes than tight ones.

"I'm not in the mood," I shake my head.

"Why?" she kinda whines.

"I'm pissed off," I say bluntly.

"Yeah well, good thing I-" she pushes.

"Just leave it, he said he doesn't want to," Harry steps in.

"I'm just asking why?" she crosses her arm.

"He shouldn't have to tell you if he doesn't want to, he said he didn't so leave it at that," he says.

She stares at him, turning her head to me. Her two friends stand near Niall, he bites his lip and looks up at them. She scoffs and rolls her eyes, the girl now sitting on Niall's lap staying while the other left.

"And what's your name sexy?" he smirks.

"Brooke," she plays with the strings on his hoodie.

"That's a sexy name,"

"You should head my moan," she whispers making him smirk.

"I just might, cabin 12 in 10 minutes," he whistled back.

"See you then," she stands up. She winks and walks away, Niall sighing.

"Harry I need the cabin,"

"Sure," he shrugs.

"Thanks," he smiles, standing up and grabbing his tray and leaving the cafeteria.

"Liam, can I come over?" he asks.

"Yeah," he nods.

"Thanks for jumping in Harry," I smile.

"Yeah of course," he nods.

//
got kinda lazy ://