the cabin || l.t✔

thirty seven

The end of the day was nearing closer and I just wanted to be with him. I wouldn't leave him alone today but he didn't care. We laid on the couch all day, watching movies while kissing a little but nothing to extreme.

We went to the car again, this time going into a part full of trees and grass with the car and we wouldn't be spotted. I got railed. Railed hard. It was one that would probably make me feel sore to be honest.

We threw a blanket out on the grass and put one over us as we laid there naked again, the sun setting. Our legs and hands were intertwined, the blanket covering us.

I couldn't believe that this time tomorrow I would be by myself. I really wasn't ready to let him go. Our last day wasn't eventful but romantic. We laid there for hours, talking or just staring up at the stars.

It got dark quicker than we thought and we were just laying there for so long, naked in a field. We eventually got up and got dressed, he drove us home again. His hand had a permanent spot on my thigh and it got higher every time.

When we got home, it was like 11 so everyone was asleep. We had a shower and brushed our teeth, I moisturised and put lip balm on and then went back into the room. It was about 12am before we got into bed, I was clinging to him so tightly.

"Baby," he whispers, hugging me close. He hugs me and plays with my hair, letting me get tingles.

"I love you," I say for the 20th time in the past 3 hours.

"I love you too, you know this," he rubs my arm slowly.

"I know...I just wanted to hear it again," I nuzzle into him. He sighs shakily and curls me up into him by curling his legs. He kisses my head.

I swallow my tears but fail. I let out a small sob, he puffs air out his nose. "Baby," his voice cracks. "Please don't cry, we're gonna make it work and call and text everyday and if it does get bad we are only 5 hours away,"

"I know but...I wont have you to hug," I let tears slide.

"Please don't make this harder than it already is," he whispers, sounding like he's about to cry. I roll over to face him. I cup his jaw as he reaches out to wipe my tears.

I swallow and look at him again. He tucks hair behind my ear and I drop my head into his chest. I swing my legs over his so I straddle him, I lay on him with my arms wrapped around him.

He rubs my back, keeping me close.

I screw my eyes shut and feel his warm skin on mine. "I want to do it again," I sniff. "Feel all of you again," I lift my head up. He didn't hesitate this time, he just nodded.

I guess he knew how much this would mean to not only him but me. I get off his lap and pull my lace underwear down, he gets on top of me, I help him by tugging his shorts down. He was only semi - hard. I wrap my legs around him again looking down. "Take a pill?"

I nod.

He smiles and presses his lips to mine as he slides himself into me. I moan softly onto his lips. He starts. He goes incredibly slow so I really feel him. He keeps his eyes on mine, smiling and leaning down to peck my lips again. We inhale and moan, looking down at him going in and out of me. We keep it slowly and quiet, moaning softly. He looked like he was having a lot of pleasure from the look on his face. His eyes closed, lips parted and I could feel his soft exhales on my cheeks. He kissed my neck which made me turn my head to the window again, and he whispered some things which made me bite my lip to stop myself from crying. It was again, another intimate moment. He whispered things in my ear as he rocked his hips into me. I think he was enjoying this more than me at this point because he was moaning in whispers and I was just trying not to cry. He kissed all over my jaw, soft kisses they were. I started sniffling and then softly whining. It really didn't take long before he came in me. I didn't even finish but I don't care. He presses his head on mine while I cup his jaw and smile. He stays inside me while he comes down from his high, pulling out and laying next to me, his chest heaving as he pants.

I roll over to face his side profile as he looks at the ceiling. "Did you finish?" he whispers, finally turning his head towards me. "I didn't feel it,"

"I don't need to finish to feel pleasure," I smile at him.

"But you should deserve-"

"Shh," I whisper. "No I don't, I'm fine,"

"I feel bad," he whispers.

"Why?"

"Because, I finished and you didn't,"

"It's okay though, I'm happy that you finished," I hold the side of his head. I notice a little pointy curve in the shell of his ear - I just realised how cute his ear actually was. I smile.

"But you should finish too," he whispers, I trace the outside of his ear. "What are you doing?"

"Your ear, it's so cute," I coo.

"My ear? How?"

"I don't know, it's go a little curve and it's just cute," I look at it again.

"That's strange...no one has ever complimented my ear?"

"It's cute," I snicker. "You should get it pierced,"

"You think?" he rubs my arm.

"Mhm," I nod. He looks at my ear and smiles.

"You should get this pierced," he points to my helix.

"I've thought about it,"

"And..." he slides his hand up my shirt and touches my nipple. "I love these pierced,"

"I'm never getting my nipples pierced," I shake my head.

"Why not?" he asks.

"Because...I don't need a small bar through my nips,"

"What about this?" he slides it down to my belly button.

"I've thought about it as well," I smile.

"Ooh...that is such a turn on," he closes his eyes. "Your perfect body with a not so innocent jewel, I would rail you so fucking hard you'd have trouble walking,"

Chills.

He smirks. "So you think about it,"

"I was thinking about it," I nod. "You've sealed the deal,"

He winks, pressing his lips to mine.

I snicker and put my hand on his ear, making him pull away. "It's an ear?"

"I know but, there's something about it, it's cute,"

"You're cute," he watches me trace his ear.

I smile and press my lip back to his.

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