the cabin || l.t✔

thirty eight

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April Rose
A small ring of an alarm makes me screw my eyes shut and cling to him harder. It was 6am and his plane was at 9am so we had to go to the airport soon. I shake my head as he reaches over to turn it off. "It's okay baby," he hugs me tightly.

I gulp my tears down, nodding into him. I breathe shakily. I can't believe he would be going away for a long time and I wouldn't see him. I know we could just catch a train to see each other but we're going to be busy.

He could easily find another girl and find her more interesting, or he could make new friends and then not have time for me. My head circled.

"Louis," Jay whispers.

He nods. I look over my shoulder to see Jay standing there with a pout. "H-Hi," my voice cracks.

"Hey," she whispers, looking glum too.

"We'll be down in a second," I whisper.

"Take your time," she nods.

"Thanks mom," he smiles. She nods and smiles, leaving. We sigh and I look at him.

I nod and pull myself off him, standing up in just my shirt. He stretches and yawns before standing up as well. He was still naked from last night, so he grabs a new pair of boxers while I put the underwear I was wearing last night.

"You go down stairs while I get dressed," he whispers.

"Okay," I breathe out. He presses his lips to mine and smiles as he pulls away. I pad down stairs and see Jay sitting at the table with the twins which are quiet and pick at their cereal.

"Hi April," they say sadly.

"Morning," I smile sadly.

"Help yourself to anything," Jay says. I nod whispering a thank you and going into the kitchen. I put a few pieces of toast in, some for Louis. It was silent in the house, no one said anything.

I lean on the white counter and sigh, hearing Louis upstairs. I sigh. The toast pops, making me flinch but take them out the toaster. Jay walks in.

"You're welcome to stay with us until you want to go home," she puts her hand on my shoulder.

"Thank you," I smile.

"I figured you would want to stay in Louis' room for a little, you're welcome to go home anytime though," she smiles.

I smile. "Thank you,"

She nods. I put toast on Louis' plate and put some on mine. I just have plain dry toast and walk over to the table, sitting next to Daisy. "I'm gonna miss Lou," she sighs.

"Me too," Pheebs sighs.

"Me three," I join in.

I start eating, keeping it nibbles. A pair of arms wrap around my neck, his chin on his hand. I smile as he press his lips to my temple. "Morning Lou," Jay smiles.

"Hey," he whispers, pulling away but keeps his hands on my shoulders.

"I made you toast," I point.

"Thanks baby," she smiles. Jay brings the plate over and places it in front of him it had honey and peanut butter which Jay added the peanut butter because I knew he liked honey. "Thanks mom," he smiled. She kissed his head before messing his hair up which makes him snicker.

He starts eating, putting his hand on my thigh. He was in a Metallica shirt, black ripped jeans and converses. We smile at each other, and I put my hand on his.