This Is Not A Goodbye

chapter 27: (IS)

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Zoe

I'm going to tell my mom about dad and I'm really nervous of what she might think of me

I walked over to her room and knocked on the door I don't even wait for the door to open and I walked in and I jumped onto her bed landing flat of my face

She places her phone down giving me all her attention and I'm trying to get it together

I'm trying to get the words out of my mouth when she asks me wants wrong but I just can't I can't tell my mother that I killed her husband my dad

And for what because he was talking shit about her I'm so stupid what was I thinking

Maybe I could just not tell her its not that hard just ignore it that's what I do with all my problems but then later on I'll get a panic attack

but I can deal with it all I have to do is think about adam the guy even controls my breathing but he told me to tell her he told me to talk about it so I'm gonna tell him

Its funny just two days ago I was so against him trying to forget him and now he's back in my life and I'm gonna let him I'm gonna let him be a part of my miserable life

I'm gonna tell him how I feel but I'm gonna wait for the right time last night I knew I didn't want to let go his touch made me feel secure and I was not gonna let that go

Not again I haven't fully forgive him but its a work in progress my mom snaps her fingers in front of my face and I got back to reality

That's when it hit me I killed my dad I haven't told her

"mom" I said

"yes honey what's wrong"

"Mom there's something i have to tell you" I said and she gives me a worry look

"oh honey whats wrong are you okay" she asks and I nod

"mom....I killed dad" I stuttered and complete broke down crying in her arms as she tries to comfort me

"mom" I cried and she looks at me her eyes more true than ever

"its okay sweetie the bastard deserved it for what he did to you" she says and I sob

"really you don't think I'm a bad person" I ask and she shakes her head no

"so sweetie your not a bad person and don't let anyone tell you otherwise" she says and I feel relief my mom is right how can I feel sympathy towards the man who put a flash drive in me as a a safe place

He's horrible and I won't forget that I wiped the tears from my eyes and decide to let all the burdens out I rose up from my moms chest and ran out the door into my room adam is standing by the terrace

I walled over to him and rested my arms on the balcony and watching the ocean waves

Now I see why dean Lewis chose that name for a song the waves go up and down and land smoothly just like a relationship

I looked over to adam who was already staring at me his eyes looking into mine and we stare at each other

Adams gaze then goes to my lips and mine to his I want to kiss him

I want him but my pride keeps getting in the way

He leans in and I pull away "what are you doing" I asked him and much as I wanted him I had to know what his intentions were

"kissing you cutie I want to kiss you even if its the last thing I do" he says and I felt my heart jump shit I'm getting butterflies and I can already tell that my cheeks are red

"then do it" I say and it doesn't last a second till his lips are on mine his beautiful pink lips are on mine again kissing him with no intention to breathe

He pulls away and goes to my neck right under my earlobe that's my sweet spot

"I missed you" he whispered in my ears and I grin

"wish I could say the same for you" I said and he immediately rose up and looked me in my eyes and I gave him a smirk

He smirks before lifting me up my legs wrapped around his torso and he continued kissing my neck walking back inside and placed my on the bed with him hovering over me

"do you miss me zoe" he said and I know he's mad he used my name

"yes adam I did I do miss you" I said and just as those words escaped my mouth he pulls off his shirt

God I remembered those abs like it was yesterday his six pack looking hot and his pants hanging low on his v line

Oh how I could stare at those for hours

"Are you done staring" he says with a cocky smirk on his face

"yeah but two can play it that game" I said and he raised one eyebrows before raising off me

"alright then show me what you got" he said and I smirk I got up and slowly removed my shirt and taking off my bra now exposing my boobs

He licks his bottom lip and walked to me placing me back under him

"fine you win" he said and grin while he starts kissing down my neck going lower and lower until the top of my pants

He always asks for permission its cute obviously I said yes and that was the best decision I have ever had an hour later I had three mind blowing orgasms and two hickeys on either side of my neck

I'm gonna kill him

I didn't use any condoms he didn't have any and I don't think I'm gonna get pregnant after three rounds of sex but just in case I took birth control I don't want any zoe or adam junior running around

Adam had run me a hot bath which I relaxed in for half hour before coming out and going to bed

Adam lays next to me and I have never felt better the way his while body just subsequently fits next to me has me smiling

My week just got better

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That's chapter 27

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Y'all are probably a little disappointed but I'm sorry I read alot of smut I just don't know how to write it