Have A Bad Day? I Have Them Every Day - chapter 8

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Ever since the break up with Jason I have broken my bracelet and still no hope of happiness, he was on my mind 24/7 and I loved him, but he already forgot about me. I felt invisible like I was nothing, (2 weeks later) I haven't talked to him in about 3 weeks, I'm proud of myself. Everyday we always have that awkward eye contact but that's as close as its getting. I found another guy, his name is Mike I hate how I get attached so easy. He broke my heart as well so 2 heart breaks in 1 month, and trixie was there for me all the way. Josie and I had to sit together at lunch today she wanted my grilled cheese and I said no so she knocked soup all over my new 100 dollar miss me jeans! Trixie and I rushed to the bathroom to get whatever I can off my pants, but it wouldn't come off! Of course that day I didn't bring my jacket, this girl Molly let me barrow her sweat shirt which I was so thankful for. Josie ended up with my grilled cheese and I basically starved myself the whole day, oh how much I hate life. Maybe one day everything will go back to the way it was before, I've been crying for the pass 3 week. I feel so broken, Marcus killed my sprit, Jason flushed my soul down the drain, and Mike ripped up the last piece of my heart I had left. Why does all this have to happen to me when all I have done was be nice and caring? Life is just not fair at all.

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