Unti-unti na kaming nakakamove on sa mga nangyari. after the incident, umuwi muna kami ng Manila ni Mika. Kailangan kase namin makalimot pareho. Yes it was tragic but we really cant do anything about it. Nangyari na eh.
But, one thing I wasnt so sure of. If Mika had moved on. Since the incident happened, parang nag-iba na siya. PArang naging cold na. Pero alam kong mahal niya pa din ako. Siguro masyado lang siyang apektado sa mga nangyari. Especially with our baby.
I was willing to help her get through with this. She was my wife. I love her and just like what I said during our wedding, Iam willing to give up everything.
"Tatay, kamusta?", she asked. Actually, halos wala namang pinagbago. Pero mararamdaman mong may nag-iba. "Musta practice?"
"Okay naman, Nay!", I kissed her on the lips. And hugged her. Until now, I cant get enough of her.
I was caught off guard with the next step she did. I was expecting a cold shoulder kase ganun nga siya for the past two months. But, she hugged me. Tight. "I missed you, Tay!"
I cried. I sobbed. I cried hard. For the first time in two months, I felt my wife. She's back. I hope for good.
"Bakit ka umiiyak?", she wiped my tears.
"Wala lang. I missed you, too. Naynay.", I hugged her again. I cant control my emotions. The last two months of my life was completely hell. Anjan siya pero wala. Alam mong mahal kapa pero hindi mo maramdaman. You make love pero di na kagaya ng dati na puno ng pagmamahal. I missed all those things. Yung anjan siya, mahal na mahal ka.
"I know that I am causing you so much pain, Tay. After nung mga nangyari, I should have let you feel na I Am still here. That I still love you. Pero, iba kase yung pinakita ko sayo, Tay. And I regret all those wrong doings.", she was crying. "I am really thankful, na kahit ganun ako, hindi mo ko iniwan. You never gave up. You never gave up on me. You beber gabe up on us. Instead, you stood strong. You stood firm."
I hugged her again. It seemed like I never hug her since forever. iba kase yung hug ngayon, and I missed this. Yung you feel the care, love, sincerity and security.
"Nay, thanks for coming back to me.", yes, she didnt leave, physically, but emotionally.
"I realized that I needed to. I need to go on with my life. I need to move on. Coz there is still someone who is waiting or me to come home. I love you, Tatay."
We kissed. Matagal. I was crying while feeling her lips to mine. I became emotional. I thought Id never have Mika back. But she did for me.
"TAy, I cooked something for dinner. I hope you will like it."
"Ano niluto mo?"
"Paborito mo." thats all she said and pulled me to the kitchen.
She cooked my favorite pork in sweet curry sauce. Specialty niya yan kaya favorite ko. Yan lang din ang kaya niyang lutuin. Hahaha.
After dinner, tumambay kami sa may pool side ng bahay. I bought this house two years back. Ito ang pinakaunang napundar ko after joining PBA.
"Tatay, anong gusto mong pangalan ng baby?", she suddenly asked. My Mika. My Naynay was really back.
Even before kase naitatanong na niya sa akin yun, pero I cant answer her because I didnt know yet what baby names I like.
"Pag boy, Zeus Kier Mikael.", when Yeye was still moving on, I have thought about this already, in case she'd ask I can answer. "Pag girl, Kiera Mikaela Athena."
"Bakit may Greek God and Goddess sa name ng mga baby natin? Pero I like those name tatay. Pag nagkaanak ulit tayo, yun ipapangalan natin sa kanila ha?
I smiled at the thought na she's looking forward to giving birth with our babies again."I think, gawa muna tayo bago natin pag-isipan kung ano names nila noh!?!" Tinaas taas ko kilay ko. Hahaha.
"Tataaay!!! Dito talaga????", she asked un disbelief. Why not? Kami lang ang tao sa bahay na to. And nasa likod kami, pool side kaya walang makakakitang dumadaan sa harap ng bahay. And its almost 10pm kaya konti na lang din ang gising.
"Yes.", I answered. I kissed her immediately on the lips. And she kissed me back. Hungrily. As if we havent seen each other for a very long period of time. I pulled her to stand up and hugged her in her waist, she automatically clung on to my neck. I lifted her off the ground and she wrapped her legs on my waist.
I thought di na kami aabot sa room sa taas so I brought her to our kubo near the pool. I pit her on the table while still kissing. I took off her clothes and kissed her everywhere. This the same exact feeling I felt when we first did it. I can feel the love, passion.
I kissed her over her body. Neck, ear, breast, tummy. As I took my clothes off. The surrounding was kind of dark. The only light was the pool light which was green and blue which added effect to our love making.
I pulled one her legs and clung it to ny arms as I pushed my entrance to her. We moan in pleasure. As if we havent been doing this. But, today seemed different. I can feel her longing. Her sorry. Her passion. Her love.
I was pushing myself in and out of her body while kissing her on the lips. We were nearing our peak so I moved faster and faster.
We both shouted each other name as we reached our peek. Thank God for bringing back my wife. My Mika. My Love.
