A Fight For Integrity

X | The tunnel of verity

Darkness, is what his surrounding was filled with. Countless trying of escapes going in vain as he tried to calm down his inner devil's. Life after the castle incident wasn't the same as he was utterly fighting with the awakening devil's within him. Using too much of power that day somehow made his power uncontrollable and he found himself trying to control them at every moment. His body felt as if it was tied with some ropes which can't be broken. His breathe was whimpered as he tried to concentrate on his powers and a way to control them.

Han jisung, let out a sigh as his head started to thump loudly. He has been skipping time staying in his realm since they came back from Thunder kingdom. He couldn't happen to know about all his powers and that scared him. He didn't know what he was capable to do yet and that because of using so much power he felt a different kind of feeling within him. The feeling was much more powerful, much more devilish than his own.

The unknown feeling made him wonder what he was capable to do and what more power he had in himself. Jisung felt as he was going to pass out at any moment because of the lack of food and sleep in his system. But without getting out of his realm he continued in staying there until he couldn't anymore. After spending so much in his realm Jisung was left with nothing and his whole body was aching badly.

The desparate wish to control his powers was still unknown as he lost himself while finding his true self. So confusing it was but for Jisung he just wanted to make a way out his tangled mind and powers. No rays of light seemed to reach Jisung he felt himself getting lost in the black abyss of maze yet again. Nothing was right. Nothing felt right as he felt as if his devilish powers are taking control over him and he found no way out to control them. Fighting with yourself is something which was done by Jisung nearly everyday because he was a devil yet he found a softness within himself.

Softness which can make him weak and he didn't like being soft for anyone or anything. He was always taught since childhood that he was devil and he won't have any mercy and so did he have. He tried to change himself to a person whom he found harder to control. But now he is just lost his emotions and the harder he tried to feel bad or guilty or regret, he couldn't because that was how be trained. He wanted to make his parents proud and he never learned the true self of himself which suppressed deep down.

Nevertheless he didn't give up until he was forced to. His body instantly gave out and fell on the ground on the ground when he heard a familiar voice of Changbin, calling for him.

"What the hell Jisung?" Changbin said falling on knees to reach a half passed out Jisung. Jisung couldn't word anything as he just panted to catch a breathe and to make his headache stop. "I told you not to spend so much time in the realm" Changbin blurted out just sitting there not knowing what to do other than staring at the younger.

" I was just gone for 2 or 3 days and look what you have done to yourself" Changbin continued scolding Jisung. "When will you learn to take care of yourself? I won't be there always to make you remember that your health is important" he added.

"Hyung, don't worry I am okay. It's just I wanted to know about my actual powers. You know I am not so patient about knowing my true self, so I just tried to skip 2 days into the realm" Being straight 48 hours into the realm was dangerous. It can affect one person very badly. Staying in the realm for more than 24 hours was bad for one's health because it can make one's soul tired and it can have really bad side effects.

"You're an idiot to do that with yourself Han Jisung. Now what? You haven't even eaten anything since 2 days" Changbin was surely worried about the younger because Jisung never cared of thought about himself.

"I am fine. Just a bit tired but that won't be a issue. Oh by the way we were supposed to go in the tunnel of verity today right? Let's go there" Jisung said standing up while Changbin was unsure about the idea. "Let's go hyung. Don't think so much" without waiting for Changbin Jisung started to walk towards the black waterfall. In devil kingdom there's a lot of weird things which isn't present in actually world.