Felix felt like the moment wasn't real. Was Hyunjin saying those to him? Did Hyunjin really like him back ? "What are we then?" Felix asked not looking away from the person in front of him. "Do we need a term?" Hyunjin answered staring at the other too. "No" Felix answered loving the touch of Hyunjin. "So what now?" Hyunjin asked. "I don't know. Let's take things slow I guess?" Felix replied making Hyunjin nod. "So why did you ignore me?" Felix asked. "Because I thought i could get rid of the feelings" Hyunjin said eyes flickering from Felix to the ceiling. "And i regretted every bit of it" he added.
"Hmmm" Felix replied not knowing what to say. "Hyunjin" Felix called and the said person looked up towards Felix. "Let's go somewhere. Let's be ourselves for this night" Hyunjin found himself nodding at the idea and Felix quickly grabbed his hand dragging him out of the house. Who knew that the day they dreamed of will come true? Who knew they will actually accept their love for each other when they aren't quiet prone to loose themselves? Nobody can tell what will happen and when will happen. Maybe there is some unknown feelings within you which isn't being acknowledge by you towards someone. Maybe you're denying it just like they did. This is will make you think about the person more and get your mind tangled with their thoughts. You can't help but have intrusive thoughts. With uncountable thought filling both of their heads Hyunjin and Felix made their way somewhere they didn't know. They felt free from every ropes holding them down. They were able to feel the happiness of being free.
The sound of the dry leaves was heard as they walked around a place. It was quiet of course it will be it's already midnight. Felix could feel Hyunjin gaze from behind and chose to stare at him. Instead of looking away or getting shy Hyunjin continued staring at Felix as both of them walked towards each other now without breaking eye contact. Nothing could describe the feeling felt by them at the moment. They were enjoying each other companies to their fullest. Nothing could separate them. They atlast found love in each other and it was enough to make them feel euphoric. Love is really special, no one knows what it feels like to fall in love. It's different for everyone. The way of showing their love is different too and that's how was Hyunjin and Felix. Hyunjin wanted to show Felix his love and Felix secretly liked the fact even though he pretends to not like it outside. It's their love language. Love can make anyone go crazy, can make anyone obsessed, there's many more bad effects but why thinking about negetive things when there is positivity in it?
"Hey Lix" Hyunjin called softly caressing Felix cheeks. "Hmm?" Felix hummed to himself and asked 'what it is'. "Why do you like me? Out of all" Hyunjin questioned and Felix looked up. "Why not liking you?"
"No I mean, there are many more people better than me so"
"I get it what you are thinking and i will tell you to stop thinking before I kill you. Why? You made me love yourself and why are you insecure yourself? You can't love anyone if you don't love yourself. Look Hyunjin you are the person for whom I looked forward to. To me it's always you. If I get to choose multiple times it will be you. And why you? Because that's what I need? I need you and you only. You can understand me perfectly. You mend with me so quickly. It's you the person whom I like no love so stop being insecure" Felix completed making Hyunjin loss of words for sometime. Felix loves him so much? How will he react when he will get the know Hyunjin actually meant harm to him? A bitter feeling was spread throughout Hyunjin's body as couldn't voice anything. He knew he was dangerous for Felix but it's too late to back away now. He couldn't stay away from Felix. The younger has successfully captivated his mind along with his heart.
"Maybe you're too good for me. Maybe i am dangerous for you. But i can't let you go now. It's too late to go back. I have already fallen, deep there's no way back" Hyunjin accepted not wanting to lie anymore. He couldn't lie anymore. "Maybe you are but as you said there's no way back do let's just work this out" Hyunjin nodded at Felix's words as he pulled Felix closer to him. His right hand was interlocked with Felix's and his left hand moved towards Felix's waist pulling him towards Hyunjin. The urge to lean forward was stronger as the unspoken words were convinced between them through their eyes. Both of their desires were full filled as Felix attached their lips together in no motion. They just wanted to feel the emotions, the feelings. Countless butterflies was felt in their stomach and they felt goosebumps with the slightest touch of each other. For them the moment felt perfect. Silently they pulled themselves away again staring at each other with smiles evident of their lips. "Shall we continue wandering?" Hyunjin asked and Felix flashed him a smile. "Sure" he later said and both of them again started walking.
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A Fight For Integrity
Hayran Kurgu"What are we then?" Felix asked not looking away from the person in front of him. "Do we need a term?" Hyunjin answered staring at the other too. When we were children fantasies often came to our mind. But are they real? What if they are? Questions...
