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"Mira, omygoodness! I cried and then I finally said na gusto ko siya tapos kadiri hitsura ko, bakit ako umiyak?!" I shouted habang kinukuwento ang nangyari kahapon dahil kauuwi niya lang ngayong umaga at nagstay siya kila Zaire kagabi. Paikot-ikot naman ako at hindi mapakali habang kinukuwento ko ito

"Can you just sit down? Nahihilo na ako sayo, Ely!" she said kaya humiga ako sa sofa pero hindi ko mapigilang magtaklob ng unan at sumigaw kaya nabato ako ni Mira "Calm down, it's good atleast nasabi mo na. Kumain na muna tayo, you're being paranoid!" she said at tumayo na

"When he sleep here and he's sober up na, he asked me if maniniwala ba ako kapag sinabi niyang mahal niya na ako" I said at napatingin sa akin si Mira, tumabi naman ito kaagad saakin

"Really, he said that? Ano sagot mo?" she immediately asked me na parang atat na atat malaman ang sagot ko 

"I said I don't know" I said "You think it's true?" I asked her at kumunot naman ang noo nito sa akin

"What, me? Of course I don't kayong dalawa makakaalam niyan first of all siya nakakaramdam non at ikaw makakatanggap ng pagmamahal, so you'll know it " she explained "Ikaw, do you love him na?" she asked me kaya napatingin ako dito

"Me? Okay I liked him pero yung love? I -uh, is it too early? I mean it's too fast" I said 

"Walang mabilis at mabagal kung mahal mo na talaga yung isang tao. Especially if you love each other, you think Kyro would ask that if hindi ka niya mahal?" she laughed

"Maybe?"

"You know El, it's scary to commit in a relationship.." she said "..but it's more scary na pumasok sa relasyon na alam mong wala kang karapatan dun sa tao na yon kasi hindi naman kayo" she chuckled

Napatingin naman ako dito na seryoso sa akin. Bigla naman akong napangiti dito, who will expect that this girl that doesn't do commitments and always attached with the idea na just for flings lang siya would give me advices now about love. 

"Kaya ba nagcommit ka kay Zaire?" I asked her and bigla naman itong natawa