Unexpected Love | Exo Lay

Chapter 2

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Fews days have past

Now I like to save things. Not important things like my clothes and such. My secrets from others. My deep darkest secrets but mainly my crushes. After that incident of confessing my love towards Xiumin. I kept my other crushes in a diary. Of all the things I save, I guess my diary is the most prized possession.

After finishing writing my secrets crushes I stored them in a shoebox and put them underneath my bed. Sometimes I bring my diary to school and write something during lunch and put them in my locker or under my desk. I wrote for every boy that I have a crush on throughout my teenage years.

When I write I hold nothing back. I write as if no one will ever read them. Every secret thought, every careful observation, everything I save up inside me, I put it all in my diary.

In a way, they are like the love letters that I will never give. The diary is when I don't want to love anymore. I have already given up on love. Because after I wrote my feelings, I am no longer by my all-consuming love. I can eat my breakfast and won't fuss about does he love cereal too. I can sing a love song and not sing them to him. If love is like my possession then my diary is like my exorcism. My diary set me free. Or a least they are supposed to.

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I kept seeing Lay in the hallway, at the cafeteria and also in class as we were classmates. Don't get me started my first day here. The teacher asked me to sit at the back. I and Lay will always glare and make funny faces at each other. But we never talked or say Hi.

As I always get a glance at him, he is with his gang "Exo" was their gang name. I glare at him when he stared at me back. Why is he always doing that staring at me?

I was sitting alone at this table in the cafeteria My best friend Kiara is not in this school. So that leaves me alone at this table eating my bread in the cafeteria. Plus people are still talking shit at me behind my back and some are glaring looking at me like I was something they hate the most.

Well, I just ignored them. This was my life now. 24/7 people will stare and glared at me where ever I go.

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"Umm," Why can't I speak? JINAH you always act tough. Why can't I fight back or even speak? Maybe it reminds me of my past self.

some group of girls bullied me by pouring water all over me. My clothes were all soaking wet from head to toe. This is karma. Now I am the one is being bullied. As one of the girls named Lee haejin. She smirked and went to slap me someone stopped it by grabbing the girl's hand to stop it from hitting me.

"Lay," One of the girls said. They were hesitant and shocked to see him.

"Why are you guys trying to hurt her? I know she did some mean things in the past but it is not the right mind to do the same things to her" he said still holding the girl's hand.

I looked at him. His serious eyes I have never seen him like this before. He is always a calm cold and quiet man with a few words. Just like me now.

"Lay Oppa Umm we just, we just-" they said at the same time.

"Just what, please don't call me Oppa we're the same age just go," he said disappointed.

"Are you OK?" He said while wrapping me with his jacket.

"I'm fine don't look at me I hate when people see me crying it makes me think I am weak so can you leave, " I said while tears flowed down my cheeks.

"You don't want me to look at your other side your fragile side, I know you are all tough and feisty but this is cool seeing this other side of you, are you sure you are fine? " Lay said still worried about me.

Why is he caring so much about me? We are not friends more like enemies? Why did he help me?

"Lay, Can I ask you something?" I asked with a serious tone.

"Sure," he said looking at me.

"Why did you help me?" I asked.

I always did horrible things towards you even call you names why did he help me? I don't deserve to be helped.

"I don't know why I help you maybe because you were weak sorry need help and need someone like a Prince to save you one day am I right ice queen"He joked and in away he made me smile.

" Yah! Walnut can you stop calling me Ice queen"I punched him.

"Ouchh! Fine If you stopped calling me walnut we gave a deal " he replied back.

In a way maybe Lay isn't that bad after all. Wait did he say I am weak. That's it I take it back. He is a jerk.

"No walnut suit you" I teased back.

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Someone tapped my shoulder and asked me a question. "Do you really have a crush on me?". I was confused. I never told him that. He was Jackson Wang. Captain of the football team. Back in middle school, I did have a crush on him. But that was years ago.

"And by the way yes I love pineapple on pizza what's the problem with that," he said in an annoyed tone.

"What how did you know this?" I said still confused about how he knows this. First He knows I have a crush on him. Second all the details of why?

"This it was all over the school forum," he said and show his phone to my face and was shocked and frozen in place don't know what to say.

Dear, Jackson Wang

First of all, I refuse to call you Wang from Chine. You think you are so cool going for your last name all of a sudden. Just as you know Wang sound like an old man name.

Did you know that when you kissed me I came to like you? You were my first kiss. I found it disgusting that you like pineapple on pizza. I hate it. We are completely different.

You kissed me for no reason even though you like someone else. Maybe to make her jealous. Now I don't have feelings for you as I learn how your personality is that you full of ego and I don't like that. That's why I hate for ever liking you Jackson.

What!?? how???! I open my eyes. I'm not dreaming, and this is real. Why did I have to bring up that kiss? Why? and then I opened my locker to see my box where I kept my diary and it has gone. Disappear like into thin air.

Students who were in the hallway were on their phones laughing. I guess they know all my secrets now. All my deep dark secrets mostly my crushes.

I was embarrassed with my face red and I kept covering my face as I walked. Don't know what to do. Where ever I walk. People are laughing at me I just want to run away from there from that place. I hate my secrets getting exposed. I hate it. I just wanted to be alone so no one will find me. Tears started to fall as the walls that got me my confidence fell as well as what I felt right now.

"Jinah! "Lay yelled and I just ran. I cried and ran until I reached the rooftop.

" Jinah I know you are upset but don't jump" Lay said.

"What dummy I didn't plan to."

" Why are you here is not like you care?" he grabbed my hand as I was punching him and we both looked at each other in the eyes.

"I do care," he said and that make me freeze  in place.

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Oh no her diary had been exposed? Some girl is bullying her? What will happen next? Don't forget to vote and comment.