Captured (Stars' Band Series #1) [COMPLETED]

Chapter 10

Chapter 10
Distance

Why does it hurt when someone told you the truth? Instead of feeling lightly, you feel miserable?

The truth hurts, ika nga nila. But why am I hurt to begin with? I shouldn't be feeling this way. I can't handle... too much pain anymore.

It's killing me over and over again.

My life is like this. Everyone's life is like this because everyone can feel happy, sad, miserable, all of the emotions and feelings, everyone can feel it.

Why does it hurt to know that truth? It is because you... we can't accept it. It is so hard for us to accept everything. It's hurting us because of the expectations that everyone can't reach.

It's hurting you because this is not what you expected. There's a lot of reason why truth hurts but the reason I have now is that... I can't accept it. I can't accept that he lied to me while here I am, building my expectations on him.

The expectations that he will be the one. That he won't hurt me like what my Father did to me. The expectation that we can be together.

The fact that he has a girlfriend woke me up. I loved him while he was using me. He was using me because his girlfriend is far away, at ako ang malapit.

Pinaramdam niya saakin ang mga bagay na hindi ko inaakalang mararamdaman ko. I told myself that I will never fall in love again but I ate the words I spit.

Is it possible to forget all of the things happened today? Is it possible to act normal towards him when he did nothing but to fool and play... me. My feelings.

"Where are we heading, Viona?" I asked her while wiping my tears using the tissue.

Jenny and Viona is with me. Pati rin ang mga guard na pinadala ng agency kanina ay nakasunod saamin.

"To the office. We need to settle some things before you go home," she said while typing something in my iPad. "Also, I cancelled the photoshoot for today, the finalization, I mean." Agad na nanlaki ang mata ko sa sinabi niyang iyon.

"No! I will do the things I supposed to do today!" I said.

Viona looked at me worriedly. "Are you sure, Sainet? You want me to take it back?"

I nodded.

"Yes, I want to divert my attention." Viona nodded but Jenny hold my hands. Agad akong napatingin sa kaniya. The worry is visible in his eyes.

"Pero, Ate, I think you need to rest-" I cut her words by massaging the bridge of my nose.

"No, Jenny. Please, I need to divert my attention because of what happened," I said. Bot of them looked at each other, then sighed.

They both think that the tears I shed is because of what happened between me and Aaron. They are clueless about what I truly feel.

Of course, wala sila noong panahong inaalagaan ako ni Ethan. Wala sila noong panahong itinuturing niya akong prinsesa. Wala sila noon kaya wala silang alam.

I trust my friend, Athena. Pero why am I doubting her? Hindi ba dapat si Ethan? Ewan ko, ang gulo ng isip ko lalo na ang nararamdaman ko. But one thing for sure... I am in love.

Love. Being in love is the thing I avoided pero tama nga sila. Hindi hinahanap ang pagmamahal, kusa itong darating at hindi mo ito maiiwasan o mapaghahandaan.

I should ask Ethan about what Athena told me but then, do I have the rights? Mas mabuting manatili akong tahimik hanggang maayos na ang lahat. Hanggang makaalis siya sa buhay ko.