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"Your fire burns me. The anger you flare out at me is a mix of love and hate" I wrote in my head, keeping these harsh thoughts from him as he smiled at his phone.

He's pretending I don't know. Like I'm a two year old that doesn't know how to put a puzzle together, but I'm not. I'm (your/age) and I can put puzzle pieces together just fine.

He left early this morning and came back late. When I asked him where he went he laughed and changed the subject. My blood was boiling. I stood up and walked to where he was sitting, pretending to be happy.

I stood over him and rubbed his shoulders, moving to his chest and planting a kiss on his lips. He looked devilish at me, a smirk on his lips. I released him and smoothly walked to my bedroom, my swaying hips not missing a beat. I waited about five minutes before the door creaked open and in he came, playing my game. I pretended not to notice him until he crawled towards me on the comfortable mattress. He looked at me like predator and prey. This boy makes it hard for me to keep my wall built up. He straddled me and started kissing my neck softly. My skin was growing goosebumps and my hair was standing on edge.

"I know your mad at me.." he whispered in my ear finally parting his soft lips from my skin. I didn't reply, feeling to weak from the problem I'm holding and his sweet kisses.

"Okay," he said after realizing the silent treatment game was in action. "can I explain then?" He asked with a sensitive voice. I nodded yes with a sad look on my face. "I've been texting (bitch at your school) obviously." he started.

I immediately pushed him off of me and scoffed. He didn't budge when I stood far away from him close to the door, ready to bounce if I felt tears coming. "Fuck you" I said my face growing hot.

"No babe, not like that" he defended standing up walking towards me. I backed away and he got the message. He stopped walking and stood a few feet away from me. "I should have started that diffrently" he muttered. "Well me and her have been texting and meeting up for the end of the year project in history class." He said simply.

"That's explains everything" I sarcastically said, feeling like I swallowed a rock. I had a bitter taste in my mouth. He looked resentful like what he wanted to say was too much to expose. "Tell me the whole story or don't bother." He sat back down on the bed with a big sigh a worried look.

"You better sit" he said looking like he'd just saw a ghost. I started crying and fell into a squat on the floor, covering my face.

"You dick" I whispered knowing my suspicions were true.

"Please just hear me out" he asked. I nodded knowing I needed to hear his final plea. I needed to hear him admit to it.

"We were working on the project and she kept flirting with me. I...I didn't do anything to lead her off. I was charming you know. Not thinking about my feelings, her feelings, or yours feelings at the time. I didn't think of how this would effect any of us I was just.. just being and attention seeker. All we did was kiss... a few times. Nothing more." He finished his voice shaky.

I stood up and pulled at my hair with my fingers, still violently crying, testing my sanity. He got up and grabbed my hands and pulled them into him for a hug. "Shh" he cooed me as I cried into his shoulder. "I swear I don't want us to end. I want to marry you and be a dad with you. I want us forever babe please believe me. If I could go back and change my actions I would, I swear baby I would." He cried into my shoulder too.

"Just give me a minute" I said calming down. He nodded and left my room. I changed into leggings and his hoodie and crawled into my bed. I started falling asleep as he walked in, his pajamas on too. He crawled into bed with me and pulled me in close to him. My head was cradled into his arms perfectly, just like it was meant to. I looked up at him, a single tear fell onto the pillow and I knew he regretted his actions. Another one spilled out and I wiped it away and planted a soft, meaningful kiss on his lips.

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