The Gap Of Love

Chapter 41

Surprised

Oh Goodness, here we go again

I walked straightly never minding that he was there waiting at the ground floor in our building, which I always don't pay attention off

When I already step in our building I accidentally stare at him and hes also watching me, there's a hope, and sadness that I seen on his eyes that I didnt mind.

Nang nalagpasan ko siya at pumasok sa elevator he followed me, at dali dali Niya itong na close even though I've seen students who are running towards this elevator, it's because it already 7:30 in the morning

"Olivia"

I didn't faced him, just keeping the silence that I always make every conversation that he will start

"Please..."

"Talk to me"

I just watching my reflection in the mirror, never minding him, bahala siya

"I beg you"

Never... Damn you!

I maintained my poker face and standing there like there's no him

"I just want to explain..."

Explanation? It's already done! 2 weeks had passed! Di ko napansin na nakagawa na pala ako ng ingay, a sarcastic tiny laugh

"Already done" I only said, which it earned his attention, because in 2 weeks had passed ngayon lang ako sumagot sa mga sinasabi Niya, others are all casual answering his questions because of being a student and a classmate.

"That was nothing" he slowly said that it's not a bit g deal!

"Huh!" Napa buga ako sa sarili ko nothing? Humarap ako sa kaniya

"If it was nothing... Bakit ako ganito? And may I remind you that 2 weeks ago you said that you didn't know what's your fault! And all along you're just being indenial! Why huh?!" I shout at him na parang bumuga ako ng apoy, punong puno na ako, ngayon lang ako nagka lakas ng loob na Sabihin iyon because I always cried when we're in an argument, and I hate being like that!

"I didn't want to tell you about that, because I know it's nothing" mahinahinong Sabi Niya, he act to touch my arm pero umiwas ako, I hate his touch, I hate him

"Oh God" tanging sabi ko at tinalikuran siya

"Just leave me, don't talk to me anymore"

Nang biglang bumukas Ang elevator dali dali akong lumabas at pumasok sa classroom Namin, and I force myself to not watch him or even smell him!

...

Nang uwian na sa hapon, dali dali akong lumabas ng classroom, dahil alam Kong maghihintay na Naman siya sa parking lot just to talk to me
And it hit me, nakalimutan ko sila esme, but to answer that, she just wave at me, showing her sad smile, gusto kong lumapit sa kaniya para magpaliwanag Kung bakit ako ganito palagi, pero nakita kong nagmamadali na siyang lumakad papunta sakin, and there's no other than but him!

Kayat tumalikod nalang ako, at halos nilakad takbo na papunta sa sasakyan namin, kanina ko pa siya iniiwasan, Mula break time, lunch time till now, or let me rephrase it, it started 2 weeks ago that I always ignore him

Nang halos Kita na ako ni nung GP nang biglang may humila sa braso ko at kinaladkad ako sa likod ng GYM! And I know halos walang taong pumupunta dito, dahil madilim, the grass are already knee tall!