Tokyo Revengers Oneshots [REQUEST OPEN]

Second - R.Draken

Characters: Draken x reader
Genre: Angst

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You were sat on the bench of a park, staring at nothing in particular. The sky was pitched black, not even garnished with beautiful stars. It was empty, absolute void. The only source of light was from the street lamp, dimly illuminating your figure. This dark atmosphere was perfectly reflecting your mood. All you wanted to do was cry. But you had to be strong. You have to stand strong and tell him. You couldn't live like this anymore. You were done being second. You were done passing after everything. You loved him more than anything. And you always will. But it just seemed like it was not the right moment for him to be in a relationship.

But maybe you were being a bit too radical? Maybe you both just needed to talk things out? Truth to be told, you didn't want to end things with him. But you felt like you both were going nowhere. You felt alone in this relationship. It was not supposed to be like that.

"Hey," you heard.

Looking up, you saw Draken walking over to where you were. You stood up and waited for him to reach you. He was dressed in his casual clothes, styled with his infamous bread. Even in this dim light, he was still so handsome. Despite looking so though and intimidating, Draken could be really affectionate. He was just not used to showing it as all he had ever known was fights. He had to grow up quicker than the other kids.

But you shook the thought away and left your little reverie. You did not call him to gawk over him.

"Why did you call me for?" he asked.

You did not answer immediately. Instead, you took a deep breath. Was it really a good idea? Wouldn't you have regretted doing this? But will things change if you don't do anything? You sighed and looked at him straight in the eyes. You tried not to cry, you tried to stand tall, you try to appear brave and unfazed. But it was hard. Seeing his eyes, it was hard not having second thoughts. It was hard not having a lump in the throat. Especially when he frowned, looking worried. Draken perfectly noticed how troubled you were. He thought something happened, he was imagining the worse scenarios possible.

"Ken," you quietly said. He frowned even more. You never call him that. You never call him by his name. "Let's stop there,"

Draken did not react. He just stared at you, frowning.

"Huh?" he only said.

"Our relationship, let's call it an end," you said.

"Oi... what are you talking about?" he quietly said.

What did she just say? Was she serious? Hold on a minute... when did this go down? Since when was she feeling this way? Why didn't she talk about it sooner? Why was she breaking up with him?

"I thought I could handle you being in a gang, but I was wrong. So let's call it a quit,"

You were not looking at him anymore. It was too hard. And tears were already threatening to fall. You didn't want to cry. You didn't want him to see you cry. So you swallowed the lump in your throat and walked away. But before you could even take a step, you felt a hand on your wrist. You clenched your jaw, trying hard not to break down. Your heart tightened. Why couldn't he make it easier? Why did he have to stop you?

"Wait," he said, stopping you. "I don't agree on this! Let's talk it out-"

"You wanna talk now?" you couldn't help but ask. "You have time for me now?"

"What?" Draken frowned.

And before you knew it, you couldn't stop but let everything out.

"You really don't know, do you?" you faced him, tears in your eyes. "All you think about is Mikey and Toman! You don't give two damn about me! You barely spend time with me and when something happens, you always shut me down!"

"I'm the second of Toman, I have responsibilities," he reasoned. "And if I don't tell you everything's going on there is because I don't want you to get involved,"

"I was involved the moment you accepted dating me!" you exclaimed, tears falling down your eyes. Draken kept quiet, his heart tightening seeing you crying. He hated that. Especially if he was the reason.

"Do you really think your enemies will give a shit if I know what's going within the gang? They won't! Because my relationship with you is enough to be used against you! I'm already involved,"

"I thought you didn't care," he quietly said, trying hard to appear calm and nonchalant. But his heart was sinking and breaking.

"And I don't! I knew what I got myself into when we started dating," you said "I don't mind you being part of Toman. In fact, I think it's cool and I love it. But I love you more! But I feel like I have barely spent any time with you since we started going out! Takemichi is part of the gang yet he still manages to spend time with Hina-chan. Why can't you do the same?!"

Tears were falling down your face, not stopping and flooding your visage. You tried to control your sobs, but it was too hard. You felt so overwhelmed. You had been keeping these feelings for so long, now you couldn't hide them anymore. The pain and hurt, frustration and anger, love and adoration, everything were exploding. And no matter how much you whipped the tears away, new ones would always come out.

But then you froze.

You froze as you felt two strong arms wrapping around you and pulling you into a warm and comforting hug. Draken slightly squeezed you, sliding his hand in your soft hair. He buried his face in the crook of your neck. He said nothing and just stayed like this for a moment.

You said nothing. You just let him do. You slowly calmed down as you enjoyed this feeling you loved so much of being spooned in his arms. He was so tall it was like being hugged by a Teddy Bear. Even if you were supposed to be mad at him, you had to admit, his hugs were the best and felt really good, comfortable.

"I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry," he finally said against your neck. "I thought... I took for granted your loyalty and understanding. I thought you were okay with all of this and didn't care about me being so busy because, in the end, I would always love you. I was wrong and I apologize. I should have shown you more affection sooner. I shouldn't have let this happen. I shouldn't have made you feel this way. I should have realized sooner I was neglecting you. I should have realised sooner I was hurting you. I didn't mean it... I just wanted to protect you...,"

You said nothing and just listened to him. You were glad he listened. You were glad he realized how hurt you were. So you closed your eyes and buried your face in his neck. Things would change now.

"If you give me another chance, I promise I'll do better," Draken said.

"Promised?" you muttered.

"Promise," he smiled.

You softly smiled and wrapped your arms around his waist.

"Then buy me ice cream," you said, making him chuckle.

"Alright," he smiled as he pulled away. He whipped away the strains of the tears on your face and pressed his forehead against yours. "But first...,"

Draken slowly leaned closer. You closed your eyes and felt his lips softly pressing against yours. The kiss was soft and gentle. Through it, Draken tried to tell you how much you meant to him, how much he loved you. You meant more than anything to him. You were precious to him, and he wanted you to know that. He would never make you feel neglected anymore, he would make sure of this.

"I'm really sorry," he said as he pulled away. "And I love you,"

"I love you too, Kenny," you smiled.