HEARTBEAT #03
CAIAH's POV
'I still remember those words you said
It got stuck in my head
Keep playing
Feel like I'm losing myself'
'That night you're with me
The light that I see
In your eyes is a mystery
Didn't know it would lead to misery'
'Why did I let it happen?
We're so inlove then
I'll bring it back if I can
That last night when.. '
'You said you love me
But you needed to be free
You said you need me
Why can't I see?'
'Never thought it would be the last
Memories in the past
I can't let go, no I can't
My room's still full of your scent'
'Hope you still can go back
Go back to our track
Where you and I
Is still in the end'
Something tugged in my chest as I heard the song. The song really suite to my novel where the guy is still waiting for his girl to comeback even though he knew that it's impossible. The female lead of my story chose to sacrifice her own happiness for other's sake and it caused pain to the male lead but it didn't lessen his love for her to the point that he's still willing to wait until the end. That's the ending of my story. It's sad that even my readers ask for sequel that I don't plan on writing. It's just that, I can't write something that I really don't plan on writing and it feels like writing a sequel for a tragic story is not my forte. Ideas are coming into ny mind while writing and that ending is what comes to my mind as I write that novel, so why would I change it if that's what I only can?
I sigh and glance back at the stage. The crowd is cheering and shouting for the name of the band after their performance while I, on the other hand is contemplating on whether to accept the offer or not. I mean, I already said no. I already decided to decline the offer but after hearing the song, I actually don't know now. My head is shouting no but a little voice inside my head is whispering yes especially while watching the vocalist sing. Feels like he really wanted that song that he wrote for my novel. I don't know. I think I'm going crazy
"So are you changing your mind now?" Lei asked with a tone like 'I told you so'
"Let me first talk to him" tugon ko sa kanya at muling ibinalik ang tingin sa stage
Bumaba na ang miyembro ng banda upang bumalik sa inuupuan nila kanina. Agad naman silang pinagkaguluhan ng mga manonood ngunit nakaalalay naman ang ang bouncer ng bar para pakalmahin ang mga ito. Ibabalik ko na sana ang pangingin ko sa iniinom ko nang mahagip ko ang pamilyar na pares ng mga mata. That guy with a pair of gray eyes who keeps on giving me stares that's already giving me goosebumps
He's sitting on the end of the sofa while playing the drumsticks he used a while ago. I choose to ignore him and lean on the sofa. I close my eyes, trying to sleep. I already want to go home now
"Wait for me here. I'll talk to Mr. Clemente" Lei said talking about the vocalist/producer, I assumed
I nodded my head as a response. I don't have the energy to talk right now 'coz I feel so exhausted. I'm currently in need of sleep since I wrote all night in the past few days and I think I just reach my limit this time. All I could think right now is my soft bed, my favorite pillow and of course, my Teddy
My forehead creased when a very bright light hit my closed eyes as the music gets louder and louder as time passes by. I groaned. This is torture. I massage my temple as it aches. Effin' migraine!
EXCEKIEL's POV
I walk down the stage as I keep on playing my drumsticks in my hands
"I love you Ex!!"
