FOREVER | vsoo

III. Fear

JISOO'S POV

It's already midnight, my body doesn't need to sleep at all but I have to pretend to live a normal life, just like a human. Slowly crawling out of my cold bed, I walked to the window 'It's a beautiful night' on nights like this all I can do is remember you.

"You're awake" a familiar voice talked to me
"Jinyoung, what are you doing in my room?" I said coldly without looking at him
"I'm worried about you" he said coming closer I can already feel his breath against my neck
"Worried? I don't understand what are you talking about?" I replied finally facing him
"The new butler"
"What about him?" I said crossing my arms over my chest 
"Do you like him?" He asked me showing me a little smirk on his face
"I do" I said to him while I walked away
"You know you have to be careful" he replied while taking a few steps forward

Suddenly he grabbed my chin and started to touch my lips softly. I realized he had a little cut on his finger, I can taste the sweet flavor of his blood on my lips.

"Wh-What are you doing?" I yelled pushing him away
"You know what happens when you don't eat properly" he paused a second "Or should I ask the last butler?" He concluded smiling

I glare at him. He knows how I feel about this matter 'why is he trying to hurt me so badly?'

We have a love-hate relationship. His family knows what I am and since then he takes care of me, he said he loves me to death but I can't correspond his feelings. I already talked to him a thousand times but he's stubborn, all his love ended in obsession.

"Please, just go" I said to him trying to control my instincts
"It's okay" he continued  "You know you can trust me" he took his suit off showing his bare neck

He leaned forward and cupped my face with his hands. "You haven't eaten anything in weeks," he said. I can feel his heart beating fast and the sweet fragrance of his blood.

And with that, I sunk my teeth into his neck. He winced in pain so I tried to be fast.
But then I saw a light coming from the hallway 'Taehyung?'

"Jinyoung..." I whispered near to his ear
"Don't worry I can handle it" he said to me
"It's not that" I continued "Someone it's watching us"

He was surprised, he didn't close the door earlier.
"I'm sorry, this is my fault" he said
"It's okay" I said to him letting him go "I'll take care of it"

I walked towards the door and saw Taehyung frozen 'of course he is scared'

"Taehyung" I called his name but he didn't answer me. I stood up on my tiptoes and kissed his forehead
"Sleep tight, sweetheart" I caressed his hair and in a minute he fell on the floor

"What happened?" Jinyoung asked coming out of my room
"Nothing he's just sleeping" I replied to him
"But now that he knows..." he muttered
"Don't worry" I continued "He will believe it was a dream"
"It's dangerous Jisoo, he needs to leave the palace" he said with a serious voice
My temper sparked 'Why is he always taking the decisions?'
"I can decide for myself" I said with anger "Please call Mr. Williams and leave"
He was about to say something but I furrowed my brow and glared at him "Just go" I demanded

Jinyoung left speechless and a few minutes later Mr. Williams knocked on my door.

"Mr. Park told me everything" he said
"Can you take care of it? I muttered
"Yes ma'am" he said

Mr. Williams carried Taehyung in his arms, of course he can handle it he's one of us after all. Mr. Williams has been with me since I can remember maybe he's older than me and that's a lot to say.

"Ma'am" he interrupted my thoughts
"Yes?" I answered
"You know you can't replace him with Mr. Taehyung"

A long silence filled the room. My heart clenched and I can feel the tears coming to my eyes but I hid it like I always do. 'I always feel so vulnerable when someone talks about you'  I took a deep breath and answered

"No one can replace him" I said with a faded smile.