Dear Diary, Today Joseph suggested bringing a new butler. I refused since I don't need anyone. But he insists that I need to socialize with someone besides him.
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It's been two weeks since Joseph left the palace. He didn't even write me a letter. I hope I can know from him soon.
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Today the weather is exquisite but it got ruined by the new butler. He's a kid. An eleven years old kid. I can't understand Joseph.
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The kid is with me all day, he looks like a scared rabbit. He doesn't talk properly and doesn't have manners at all. What was Joseph thinking?
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Joseph suggested that I can teach manners to the kid but he didn't even talk to me. He's quiet all the time we're together.
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Today I asked his name 'Jeon Jungkook' he said. It's a unique name.
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It's been raining today. I asked Jungkook for a red rose but he brought a pink one. I was mad since it was a simple task but he couldn't accomplish it.
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The kid does not talk to me, not since I was mad at him. So I ignored him all day.
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Today he was crying alone near the stables. I asked what was wrong and he raised his voice saying that if I don't like him he will be alone again.
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I asked Joseph about Jungkook's Family. But all he knew it's that they sold his child for a piece of bread to a bad man. That's why Joseph brought him to the palace.
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My heart still feels heavy, I was rude towards an innocent kid without knowing his past. I'll be better from now on.
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I started to teach Jungkook how to read. He learns fast and since he said he liked the piano I teach him how to play it too.
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Jungkook it's now taller than me. His voice is deeper. He treats me well his such a refined man now.
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Joseph told me that Jungkook asked him why I didn't get older after ten years. Joseph had to tell him the truth. I'm scared he will leave me alone.
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I was crying in my room and Jungkook came in. I told him that I didn't want to be alone. He just smiled at me and said he won't leave me.
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I'm enjoying Jungkook's company even if Jinyoung does not like him. We spend all day together.
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Today Jungkook confessed his love to me. I was surprised and I only hugged him without saying anything. I think that this is what happiness feels like.
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I don't need to drink sheep's blood anymore. Jungkook offered me his blood, he said he trust me with his whole soul.
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I don't drink his blood daily since he can get sick. I only drink from him once a week but my body can't take it. I became weak. Jungkook does not know about it but he seems worried.
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Today Jungkook left for a business trip. He looked upset. I don't understand why he has to go so far away.
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It's been weeks since a heard from Jungkook. I became weaker day by day. But I will wait for him forever.
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Six months have passed. I always look through my window waiting for his carriage but nothing. Maybe he got tired or scared and left me.
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Since I fainted in my room, Jinyoung offered me his blood. Joseph said it was a good idea otherwise Jungkook will see me weak. I agreed.
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A year has passed. I'm still waiting for you Jungkook. I wish I had said that I love you too. Maybe I don't deserve to be happy.
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