I tried to follow your steps but you're faster than me. I tried to hold your hand but it slipped through my fingers.
Please wait for me... I'm trying to find you
I promise you I'm doing my best
Please...
"Jisoo"
I heard someone calling my name from far away... I tried to open my eyes but it was really difficult.
"Jisoo!" The voice insisted
Jisoo? Who's Jisoo?
"Jisoo please wake up"
Oh... I just remembered my name is Jisoo and I...
"Taehyung!" I woke up screaming his name
"Thank God you're awake" Yoongi said holding my hand
"Yoongi..." I started to cry like a baby who was just born "How many..." I tried to ask him how much time passed
"15 years..." he said while his voice cracked "Please, try to stay awake I will tell my dad that you finally woke up" he looked back at me, he doubted for a minute because he didn't want to leave me alone but finally he left the room"15 years?" I thought while I brushed my long hair "That was a long time..." I said under my breath
"Lady Jisoo" Joseph showed me his smile and hugged me tight "I'm glad that you're awake"
"Joseph... I'm sorry" I said crying on his shoulder
"Don't worry my child, it's okay" he said patting my head "Here, you need to recover your energy" he said while he gave me a bottle of blood
"Where are we?" I asked him, I didn't recognize the bedroom
"It's a new city, we think you'll be able to find Taehyung here" he smiled again "Please eat, I'll bring you some clothes" Joseph left my room and closed the door"Find Taehyung..."
After he passed away, I tried to find him. I promised him that I would look for him and that we'd be able to be together again.
I dreamt about us. About the last days we spent together. How he tried to smile despite the pain and how he promised me that the next time it would be different.
He told me he wanted to meet me again in the Palace. That he wanted to hold my hand and kiss me every day.
He told me about his regrets too. He used to think about the time we lost because we were stubborn.
He prayed every day asking for a new life, he used to hate his curse but at the end, he could only think that it was his most precious gift.
My heart was broken but I was hoping to find him and be happy again. Just like he looked for me back then, now it's my turn.
Sadly I failed... five years passed and I never found him. We traveled and hired detectives trying to find a clue but nothing.
Yoongi and Joseph helped me but it was impossible. I almost thought that maybe he wasn't reborn again. I was depressed and stopped drinking blood.
I don't know how but I didn't drink blood for a year. Maybe I had a rush of adrenaline since everything I did was search for Taehyung... until one day I collapsed.
Today I finally woke up and for some reason, I think I will give up. I'm thinking that maybe I wouldn't be able to find him.
"Maybe it's over..." I said while opening the bottle that Joseph gave me
"What are you talking about" Yoongi said from the door of my room
"Yoongi... I think it's time to let him go" I told him crying
"Don't fucking mess with me" he said angrily "I helped you back then, I tried to find him when you were asleep and now, after all the time I waited for you, you want to give up?" He almost screamed at me
"Thank you for everything but... I think I don't have energy anymore..."
"Jisoo..." Yoongi said coming closer to me "I want you to be happy and your happiness is beside Taehyung" Suddenly he hugged me "Please, don't give up. I have a plan"
"A plan?" I asked him
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FanfictionMaybe someday, somehow... We will meet again. (Book 2-> A Week in Paris.)