Red Raven

20) In and out of consciousness

Hey guys! happy Valentine's Day ! Sorry I've taken sooo long to update, college has been so busy and honestly I've been trying to avoid life, this chapter has a LOT to unpack and that's the reason I've put it off for so long. Trigger warnings!! Anything after and before the ⚠️ will contain themes of rape and abuse, please if you are triggered by these issues DO NOT read i cannot stress that issue enough! Anyways please enjoy and if you have any pointers or need someone to talk to then I'm always here!
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⚠️Flashback age 12⚠️
I wake up in my bedroom and see mother sitting in the corner of our dirty cold new house, I pull the covers over my body in an attempt to hide "come on little slut you know what time it is, it's time for your drugs now don't struggle or you know what will happen don't you we? wouldn't want a repeat of last week would we it took me hours to wipe up your blood so stay still!" She says as she shows me the syringe in her hand I begin to shake and tears form in my eyes but I don't beg, no begging is for the week and you can't show your enemy your weaknesses, she walks over and jabs me in the neck and steps back with a giant smile on her face "have fun Lilith I hope this one hurts like a bitch because you deserve everything you get!" She screams in my face, darkness takes over and when I wake up I find myself in a pink bedroom chained to a bed but no matter what I do my body won't move it's like I'm frozen but my eyes can work, the door opens  to reveal Grigori "well hello sweetheart how are you feeling?" He says with a sickly smile his eyes gleaming with hunger I begin to shake "s-sir why did I do I'm sorry if I was bad please let me go" I cry out he tuts at me and continue to walk over to me once he reaches the bottom of my head his eyes roam over my body "now you know I can't do that at least not until we're all satisfied" he reaches for my leg and pulls my dress up but a knock at the door stops him he turns towards the door and shouts for them to enter "hello father you called for me" a boy says at the door, he looks at the floor refusing to make eye contact with us which I'm grateful for as the dress they've but me in isn't very dignified he looks to be about 15 or 16 "ah yes son I've decide today you loose your virginity and I've got you my favourite play toy now she may not be a virgin however I've never fucked her from behind so I think anal will be the best choice" he says and the boys eyes pop out he try's to walk out but his father pulls him back "no son you must do this today you know my father did the same for me so be grateful child!" Grigori shouts at the boy "S-sir what is 'from behind'?" I ask he turns to me smiling and let's go of his son walks over and pulls up my dress "well sweetheart my son here will enter you in your other hole the one we don't use"he says as he pulls my legs apart and pulls my underwear down I begin to cry and scream as I try to force myself to move but my body won't move no matter how hard I try I'm forced here "come here son she's all ready for you, I'll wait downstairs don't take to long we're having a party later on to commemorate you entering manhood" Grigori says as he pushes his son towards me and walks out locking the door behind him "hi I'm victor im sorry my father is maki my me do this I really don't want to but if I don't he'll beat me again and I can't do that again he needs proof that I've done it" the boy who I now know is called Victor says he walks over and pulls his pants down now standing before me in his briefs "M-my n-name is Lilith and I know my mother beats me to I don't blame you but please be gentle your father leaves me in pain for days I can't do that again" I say as I hiccup on my tears, he strokes away the tears "please stop crying I promise I will be gentle I promise just stop crying" he says and and pulls his briefs down he turns me over and now due to the chains my legs and arms are crossed he pushes me up so my ass is in the air "we can do this we'll be okay I promise" victor says and he pushes into me, I scream at the pain and bite into the mattress to try to dull the pain, he continues his rhythm but I soon feel droplets on my back "A-are yo-u crying too?" I ask confused to why he isn't making them horrendous sounds too "yes I am Lilith I don't want to hurt you , your young, you never asked for this, this isn't right but if I don't he'll know he has cameras here he's watching I know it" he says and he stops a few seconds later he begins again faster this time making my cry's louder and my screams longer "No,no I can't do this no I'm so sorry I don't care I can't do this your bleeding oh god that have I done no no I'm so sorry!" Victor says as he pulls out and turns me back over I cry from the pain of the sudden movement, he looks me in the eyes and pulls his clothes back on and runs out "I'm sorry Lilith" he whispers before closing the door.
A few hours later and I'm still chained here to the bed, I can't move still and my tears have not stopped, suddenly the door opens to reveal Grigori again but this time he has a pink box in his hand he walks over with his horrendous smile on his face he sits on the bed next to me "well sweetheart it seems you made me son very happy he tells me you were amazing it seems you have pleased him a lot" he says and then turns to the box in his hand "a gift for helping my son" he says as he takes of the lid to reveal a wooden jewellery box he opens it and allows the ballerina to spin playing a sweet melody he pulls up my dress "now it's my turn" he then pulls of his clothes and rapes me to the ballerinas melody my body crying from the excruciating pain once he is finished he leaves me lying in a pool of my own blood chained to the bed naked.
⚠️Flashback over⚠️
I wake up to see I'm in a bed in an unknowns bed I look around and see matteo crying his eyes out and Christian pacing Brendan asleep in my fathers arms and cara on the phone shaking "hey can I have some water please?" I Croke  out grabbing the attention of the room matteo gasps and leaps to me "Lil your awake are you okay how do you feel?" Matteo askes "I'm fine just thirsty is all" "god princess you scared me you've been unconscious for a few hours I was so scared my daughter screaming at the top of her lungs  was worse than torture" dad says as he stroke my hair and kisses my forehead "baby girl what happened why did you pass out did I do something wrong? God I'm so sorry please forgive me ?" Christian cry's from beside me "of course you did you fucking idiot your never to go near he again!" Father shouts and Christian cry's loader "no sir I promise I didn't do anything we were happy we were swimming then she open her gifts then passed out fitting, I promise I would  ever hurt Mia Regina!" Christian says "wait what did you call me?" I ask some familiarity coming from the term "my queen Mia Regina you are baby girl I would never harm you I swear!" I begin to shake "I-it's happening again no not again please don't make me relive another day of horrors please" I begin to cry but Brendan grasps my hand "you can do this lilybug but please come back to me, I've only got you back" "I promise Brenny I'll always come back" then it all turns black again
Flashback age 4
I woke up extra early today because me and Marco are going to play with my new frisby that dad bought me yesterday, I quickly get dressed and dash downstairs I see dad and keep my head down ignoring his questions and remarks,I wish I could talk to dada I miss him, mother tells me I should leave for school now so I kiss Lucy and brenny on the forehead and head for the door but as I do mother leaves the kitchen and goes in to the living room so I quickly turn back around and hug dad and then run back off to the door.
Once I'm at school I make no time for small talk and scream a goodbye to the driver then run into class once I get inside I run up to Marco and show him my frisby "Marco look what dad bought me it's red too isn't it so cool will you play with it with me at break pleeeease?" I ask and he laughs "of course I'll play frisbee with you Mia Regina it'll be so much fun" I smile and hug him "thank you Marshmallow as soon as dada gave it to me I the first thing I thought of was playing with you" he smiles "come on then let's go play , we can sneak out then back in the teacher won't notice promise" he says and takes my hand I giggle and rub down the hallway with him hand in hand once we get outside we play around each running after the frisbee but then he throws it up to high and it gets stuck in a high tree next to the gates "oh no  sorry i'll go get a teacher to get that for us at break, come on we have to go back to class now anyways" marco says turning towards the door and opening it but i don't want to stop playing yet so when he isn't looking at me i turn around and dash towards the tree, i manage to get up to the third branch before i hear him call for me "phoenix what are you doing you'll get hurt please get down from there?!" i continue to climb ignoring him "i'm not coming down, if i do miss grey will know that we were playing and mother will be angry" marco walks over "i know but if you hurt yourself not only will i never forgive myself but she'll still know and still get angry" i stop climbing and turn to face him " marshmello i promise that i won't get hurt im not dada's daughter for nothing" i say sassily and he raises his eyebrow "fine but im getting it with you"he says angrily i smile and wait for him to climb up to where i am, we climb the tree and i finally reach the right bracth, i stretch over and grab the frisby "ha i got it told you!" i say shaking it about but just as i go to climb back over to the branch marcos on, the bratch snapps under my feet, "pheonix no!" marco shouts i scream and close my eyes hugging onto the frisby, suddenly i hit the floor but it doesnt feel as hard as it should be, i open my eyes and see marco underneath me theres blood streaming from his eyebrow and scratches on his cheack "no marshmello are you okay, im sorry i shouldnt have climbed the tree please dont be mad!" i cry as tears stream down my face "ill get the teacher!" i say as i try to stand but he grabs my leg before i can walk away "im fine phoenix its just a scratch, the most important thing is that your okay" he says and i hug him "thank you for saving me marco'' but before he can reply a teacher comes running over "oh god what happened? Why are you out here?How are you hurt?" my eyes pop out and marco griminces at her questions "oops!"he smiles
Flashback over
I look around and this time in a hospital bed, great! Note the sarcasm, i see four coffee takeout cups and two energy drinks sitting on the tabel in my room so i think my family is still here, i reach over and try to grab the glass of water on my bedside tabel but just as my fingers try to grasp the cup it falls on the floor and smashes "shit!"i exclaim and drop my arms giving up, suddenly the door swings open and i see my dad standing in front of me crying whilst matteo hugs him "b-but i swear i heard something, i could have swore i heard here speak" dad stutters out and matteo strokes his back as they walk into the room "i know sir but maybe it was your imagination, im pretty sure the first word lily says wont be shit"matteo says trying to lift dads spirits and i raise my eye brows "well pardon you, i might have chosen another word but i dropped a glass so.... Yeah tuff shit!" i say and they both look at me, rush over and hug me  "angel your awake!oh god i thought you'd never wake up i was so worried!" dad exclaims "im fine dad theres no need for the dramatics" he shakes his head as he pulls away  and keeps crying "no the doctor said that they couldnt wake you up, ive sat here for two days and nothings happened, i was so scared!" i freeze TWO FUCKING DAYS ARE YOU SHITTING ME!, i laugh "you have to be joking right theres no way ive been out for two days!" matteo pulls away "im sorry lilith but yes you have, weve all been so worried, cara has went on a killing spree along with the twins, simon just sits in your room crying all day and well... christian sits outside the hospital all day because your dad wont let him in" i turn and skowled my dad "WHAT THE FUCK DAD! WHY YOU WONT LET HIM IN WHAT HAS HE DONE THATS SO BAD YOU WONT LET HIM IN?! IT'S NOT HIS FAULT!" i shout and dad looks just as pissed "not done anything! He put you in a fucking coma lilith and im not going to let him anywhere my angel because who knows he could do the same shit again?!" dad shouts i see the fear behind his anger and i clasp my hand over his "im sorry dad i didnt mean to scare you, it wast his fault he's so sweet to me it just so happens that something he did or said remind me of my past, its no ones fault, actually it is someones fault victorias, she made me like this so if you want to blame someone blame that bitch"i say smiling and "wait you never mentioned connor how has he been and can you get everyone here i missed you guys"i ask and matteo smiles "well actually connor has been trying to find a way to wake you up... oh he's actually here ill go get him give me a minute he's just down the corridor trying to get  them to  use bath salts to wake you up"he  says laughing a bit and goes off to find coco "so did you remember anything your willing to share?" dad asks sitting on the bottom of my bed, i smile lightly "yes actually, this one was actually nice, i remembered playing with a boy called marco in school, it was when we fell out of the tree trying to get my frisby but it was quite strange he kept calling me mia regina and phoenix" dad laughs "oh yes i remember marco, you two were smitten which i though was quite strange at such an age, i was so angry with him that day i went home to get his file so i could contact his father but you threw it in the fire and begged me to leave him alone, you told me how he saved you it was adorable so i gave in" he smiles and rubs his thumb over my knuckles "and do you have any idea about the names? Why was he calling me his queen and phoenix?" "well i think him calling you his queen was a type of endearment however he was calling you phoenix because in your school you went by your middle name, it was two dangerous going by your first name i couldn't risk it" i nod my head understanding what he means, the door opens and a panting connor comes running in and tackles me "oh god lilybug i was so scared you were in pain!" i stroke his hair "but i knew, lilith regan, The Red Raven could do it, i knew it because i know how strong you are!" i smile at him and start to feel like i'm experiencing deja vu again "ah for fuck sake, its happening again, matteo i need you to go home and get code red because i aint  sleepling for two more days am i fuck" connor and dad start to  worry "come on lilith you can do this angel i know you can! Wake up soon" dad says and i slip back into the darkness
Matteo's POV
Lilith body begins to shake and she begins to whimper and cry, I take a step back and call for the nurse, I send the gang a message telling them she's slipped back under then I sit down "matteo, mind telling me what code Red is?" James says looking irritated, angry and heart broken, "what do you mean co-" I freeze and remember Liliths words and the code "shit no she can't be serious can she? She'll go fucking mad and I'm not facing her like that again!" I say pacing,james places a had on my shoulder "boy if my daughter asked you to do something, that can also bring her back to me, i suggest you do it asap!" i nod and turn around and exit but bump into simon and cara, i speak before they even have a chance "code red" simons eyes bulge and cara smiles "thank god, ive missed her so much! Okay ill get the bullet proof vests lets go!" she chears "i dont know what your so happy about, i would rather play the waiting game then get shot again but okay nutters!" simon says shaking his shoulders to push away the memory "hurry up and move you two, it's go time".
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I pick up the red box from under liliths bed and walk back down to the car and see cara with the bullet proof vests and simon with lils spare clothes and headphones, we get in the car and speed to the hospital, we get out and see christian in his usual position sitting on the bench next to the hospital doors, hes wearing a sweatsuit and is crying, he sees us and runs over "oh god guys can you please tell me anything? How was she when she woke up? Does she blame me? How long was she awake for? Do you think shell be up again soon?" christian says not stopping for a breath "yes she should be up in a bout half an hour if all goes well" i say giving him a small smile "what what do you mean? What are they doing to her?" i show him the box "they're not doing anything, lilith requested code red so that what she shall receive, come on then" i say walking past time, i look back and see him sitting on the bench "umm christian i said come on, that includes you" he looks back at me confused "what do you mean, i'm not aloud in the hospital, james orders" i shake my head "no, lilith's new orders are that your access is granted so get moving, you'll only be able to see for about 5 minutes before she needs to wake up anyways" i turn away not giving him a chance to continue our conversation, we walk into our princesses room and see her lying down still now, tears streaming down her face and a painful grimace plastering over her face, christian runs over and kisses all  her face and cries, her brothers who are now all here push him away and simon and cara sit with christian next to liliths body, james sits at the bottom of her bed and i walk over to the vacant side "okay so what happens now is i give her, this injection" i show them the needle in the top compartment of the box "then i need everyone to get out of the room for the next hour, during that time lilith will be left inside  with the box and this should solve her comatosis state" i say and james looks at me "1)whats in the needle, 2)whats in the box and 3)why should we leave her alone?" he asks "well firstly i dont know lilith created it so i have no idea but i know it works, two files on victoria and others she despise and thirdly if not youll all end up like si here, he got shot in the sholder because he came in 10 minutes early" everyone looks at me and nods with there eyes wide "okay so now that everyone understands the situation, I'll give you a minute to collect your barings I need to do something quickly" I say and walk out of the room, I pick up my phone and send a message to all the fighting rings nearby 'the Red Raven is in town and their hungry for blood, send a message with the opponents info, place and time, oh and don't forget to tell those who feel they have to balls to face her to kiss there wife's goodbye and hug there kids because tonight they will die' I send it and almost instantly my phone starts to blow up, I place it in the red alert box and walk back in "okay times up here goes nothing" I take out the needle and slide it into her upper arm, I quickly unsure everyone into the hallway and we all stand there for a few minutes "you know what fuck this! For all I know you could have just killed her, I'm going to see if-"but before he can finish his sentence Lilith screams and a loud bang does off, I see water and glass side down the window "TIMES UP VICKY?!" everyone winces "fuck it seems she's updated the shit list, someone might have to restrain her if she keeps that up!" I say and they all turn to me like I'm mad "I'm telling you I've been through this before we all have, however this time it's worse because she didn't remember yall then but now she's out for blood and won't stop till Victorias heart is on floor promise" I say and cara and Simon nod along with me.
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It's been about 45 minute now and we're all passing, every five minute one of the gang tries to enter complaining about her state telling me that they know better or they just want to check up on her but I know the truth, there scared for her but they just have to wait and allow her to soak in her anger so she can stay conscious and promise me I know she will.
Suddenly the door opens and Lilith walks out in the black leather bodysuit Simon picked up, she had her hair tied up in a ponytail and her weapons belt around her waist "the offers weren't good enough I need phedophiles, murders, enslavers, rapists anything stat because tonight ladies and gents there will be a blood bath!" Liliths says as she walks past us and stops at me, she hands me the box and looks at me in the eyes "I appreciate that one tteo thanks, now let's get moving because if not I fear I will hurt someone I care for!" I nod and follow her to the exit she gets in my car and starts the engine, she opens the window and shouts "I should have cooled down in a hour, meet me at our house and I'll explain, sorry for being rude but I'm more than raging right now, ciao!" She says and revs the engine.
"fuck here we go, I hope my therapists ready to unpack whatever the fuck I see today cause I know this shits gonna be bad" I say under my breath and do a silent pray for all the souls she passes tonight.

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