Diamond's Summer GxG

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Diamond's Pov

I don't know what to do.

I don't know what to think...

I don't even know what's 'normal' anymore. All I know is I want Summer.

I'm falling dangerously fast. Even though I've always been quick to fall for a girl, I've never fell this hard.

On the first day,  when she opened the door to the kitchen, I thought she was some creepy man who had keys to the house... and here we are, sitting on a blanket down at the beach. It was warmer tonight. Thank god. It seems to get cold every night.

But tonight was perfect. The stars twinkled in the sky, the warm mist kissed my skin. The oceans sounds were like music.

Honestly I know better. I need to be working on my music but I can't bring myself to.

I just want to enjoy every moment with Summer.

Honestly this whole thing still scares me. Who knows when I'll see her again. What if when we spend some time away from each other she decides I'm not what she wants?

New York just seemed extra dreary in my mind, dark, sad, gloomy... and all I wanted was to be under her light.

She leaned on me.

"When I first got here, I thought I was going to spend all seven days miserable, crying, faking like I'm having a good time so I don't ruin this trip for my friends. Nobody but Ana has ever made me feel so comfortable or happy. I feel like she led both of us here to meet each other" she said quietly

I rubbed her arm holding her close.

"Now I don't know how I'm going to be happy without you.. back to my life... my life that use to be all about Ana, what is it even suppose to be about now?"

"About you" I smiled. "And stop with the whole 'without me' shit. Cut it out. Girl if you try to ghost me imma take a flight to Kansas."

She giggled. "That's not what I meant... I meant, I'm so use to being trapped in unhappy relationships, and now that I finally found you, I won't be able to hold you, kiss you.."

I sighed "maybe not for now... but soon right? I wouldn't be able to handle it if I couldn't ever see this beautiful face in person, hold your waist... taste your pussy"

"Diamond!" She giggled.

"I'm just saying, I'm going to miss you a lot Summer."

"Not more then I'll miss you." She sighed looking down.

"My offer still stands. Like I said, I know my apartment is tiny, we'd basically be living in a shoebox together, but-"

She looked over at me. "Diamond, there's nothing I would want more then to not leave your side... but I have to sort things out first. I promise I'm coming. I'm not sure just how soon but I'm going to work something out, and I'm going to be with you, stealing food from your fridge and trying to play instruments.
And you could come to my place sometimes, maybe we can get a pet, or grow plants together"

I chuckled. She's so cute. I know, I have to give her space, time to figure everything out but I really don't want to. I want her to be all mine.

I distracted from the conversation, we ended up talking about childhood tv shows we were obsessed with.

"Omggg, you know they're coming out with a new proud family?"

At this point we were laying on the blanket, laughing and talking, I admitted that show was my favorite and she rolled over propped up on her elbows telling me about it.