Why doesn't he love me.
That's all I can think about as I sit on the cold hard bathroom floor with a blade in my hand wondering if I should do this again. I haven't done this in almost five years but I have this urge to make the internal pain go away.
Of course you should nobody would care anyway one of the voices in my head says. That's enough to convince me
Why doesn't he love me? *slice*
Is it because i'm ugly? *slice*
A waste of space? *slice*
Useless? *slice*
fat? *slice*
yes. *slice*
That's why he doesn't love me. *slice*
who could ever love me *slice*
By the time im done I end up with eight deep slices across my thighs all gushing with blood. As I watch it drip on the tile I start to feel dizzy. With the only strength I have left in me I grab a towel that I had wet previously and securely tie it around the cuts.The last thing I remember before I black out is the sound of the tiny blade falling out of my hands and onto the tile floor.
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Why Doesn't He Love Me
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