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A Rewind

Author's POV

~ The Actual Scene ~

Hyunjin: From when I saw you, I hoped if I could see you again. Like you were tender and soft, super kind and friendly. That... I, myself not knowing, have fell inlove with you.

Ji Eun: Hy- Hyunjin...

Her brain was knocked out by his words. She really didn't expect this to happen. How would she? They both have only had like three conversations so far with very limited time. They both never even knew each other's backgrounds.

Hyunjin: I just... I don't know... It's such a strong urge I am not sure if I will ever be able to forget this. Forget... you.

She froze. It's how she feels with Jungkook too. Her thoughts compared him and her. They both were seemingly in the "same" position in her mind, which isn't the truth. She thought, 'He is exactly like me. I love Jungkook and don't even think about moving on from him.' But the truth is Hyunjin and her are both in very different scenarios.

She loves Jungkook. He loves her. It's mutual. But both of them aren't aware of this. Whereas Hyunjin, loves Ji Eun. But she already has someone locked up in her heart safely. It's not something both wants and accepts. She can't just accept to make him happy. Yes, she felt attracted to him. But she has the same feel for fictional anime guys and gals too. So, does that mean she loves all? Nah. A better, suitable term would be 'like' rather than 'love'. Her love was stored and saved for him. Jungkook.

Even if this might approach and tear his heart apart like a piece of cloth, she had to do it. Reject him. He was too kind and loving. A boyfriend everyone wants. But that doesn't mean you aren't meant for each other. There are people who have 'ideal' types.
But when it comes to love, do they really matter?

It's all your heart. It's when it drums up faster and nearly strains your lungs but soothingly. It's when you forget who you really are and lets you follow your heart's longing like your legs have time travelled back into the days where you just started to walk; following whoever you see.

Let's say you had this bad boy/girl image? But when it comes to him/her, danggggggg (10x). Your true self comes out. It's when your eyes always seek for one person. Whereas liking; is not entirely different but do have very different meanings in terms of feels. All those who you feel attracted and get thirsty at are likings. They are mere crushes. And love ain't it. It's when you really can't stop your mind from thinking about your world,(him/her) and in her heart, it's Jungkook.

Ji Eun: Hyunjin... I am so sor-

Hyunjin: Hey.

His voice was soft. Very soft and delicate it didn't 'almost' seem like a melody but was itself a 'melody'. He let a warm look fix over his unique features. It resonated assuringly. He really didn't want her to feel bad. Infact, he saw the way she saw Jungkook.

Growing a thing towards her, he couldn't help but experience all those things which people in movies or even in real life say about 'love'. He has never thought about someone this much to the point he had to smack his forehead to get it back to earth from visioning her using the best of it's imaginative skills.

He gulped and she noticed it. She looked down feeling bad, just wanting to hug him and love him as a friend. A forever, best one.

Hyunjin: You don't have to apologise. I swear though; neither have I ever seen someone like you nor have I ever expected to see a living angel. I guess, it's after all true that angels do exist in the form of human and don't always need to prove it by "revealing" their halos or wings.