My Strong Secretary (Riansh ff)

Chapter 27

Vansh

"Did you see that?!?!" I asked the person that stood in front of me, the one who kept me going through my childhood, my friend, the only one who knew my pain and emotions, Sky, no one could see him. Only I could. I sighed, there went the money of my therapy down the drain. It clearly didn't help me forget the kid whom I played with and who died in front of me, due to my fault.

"You're not at fault you know" he conveyed, his voice was always chilly and ice cold. But he stayed with me during the most harsh of my times. Pulled me out of the misery, my birth father put me in, consoled me and stayed like the most loyal friend. I feel like the reason therapies did not work was because I did not want him to go.

Losing him, meant, losing someone who was always there for me, my friend, the one who helped get rid of my trauma and my father. He helped me and stayed by me always. When he saw that my life was threatened by a stalker, he wanted to kill him, that guy, he knew it. It took all my words to stop him from doing something reckless, the way he did fifteen years ago.

He can get extremely possesive and controlling, I tried to get rid of him after what he did, he killed my father, in front of me. The reason was quite simple. My father wanted to kill me, he had pulled his gun out after beating me, and pointed it towards me, he said that I was a curse, a monster and I should be killed. I begged him, cried, pleaded for him to not kill me, but he had put off the security.

It was after he killed them in front of me, he witnessed me talking to the air and immediately pulled me in for his punishments, which escalated quickly into a threat and then the gun thing. He wasn't happy that I was on gunpoint and that my father wanted to kill him, so he kicked him, my father was shocked, so was I.

His eyes were wide, he had fallen to the ground and the gun was out of his reach now, he tried grabbing it, but, he died, because of an animal attack. That was what the forensic report stated and when I confronted him of this, he just smirked. I told him that, I did not want him doing this and that I will abandon him. "I would take a bullet for you, but please love me and stay with me, don't go." I had softened.

He was there for me, so I should stay for him too. "You know how I feel?" I asked and he looked out the window while nodding at me. Then, he looked at me, "Tell her, before it's too late" He said and I sighed in frustration, it was just too tough. How could I tell her that all these were lies? That the stalker was taken care of and I was here because I liked her.

She will hate me, I know it. I wanted to stay near her and that was why I was here, making it seem like I was still in a life threatening situation. She still thought that I was in danger, when the moment I found out, I had asked the people to take care of it, and I had people act like stalkers. It was all true but if I tell her these, she would lash out.

"I think we should leave quietly, it's ok, she doesn't need to know, it will make it harder for her to like me. It's better if we let it stay hidden and besides, this is not going to be the last time I stay near her." I said with finalty in my tone, he looked away and his silence answered. I packed and left without another word.

Riddhima

He was gone, for good, I guess. He wasn't needed here, I would leave in a couple of hours too. I had to leave for my parents house, they wanted me to be with them. I would die and they wanted to spend time with me, so I would not be alone in the last moments of my life. My elder brother would be there too.

I had informed Elisa and I could feel her crying inside and hiding it from me. "I will take a week's leave, I don't care how, I will." She had said, I can understand her wanting me to stay near me, I was her only family. She loved me unconditionally and I loved her that way too.

But it was time to bid adieu, I was going and I did not want the people closest to me feel hurt, I was making sure of that, so I told her, if she was going to tell me all the cheesiest things and cry unto me, I will literally kick her out, she chuckled dryly but that was progress.

So I started packing up, me and Elisa will leave together. We will go together and stay a week there, she would then go back, and I will go back to the place from where I originally came. That was ok, I was ok with that. Just please don't be painful, or destructive, I want it to be peaceful, unlike the days I lived on earth.

I will spend the last days away from stress and nerves. I would be staying with family and spend it with happiness and bliss, before I peacefully pass away. I would go to adventures I missed and the places where I once visited as a child. I'll be happy and peaceful, away from problems and Mr. Vansh RaiSinghania. That was good.

I feel bad for Kabir, he is not allowed to know and I wanted to leave this world without regrets. My biggest regret his not telling him my feelings and looks like I will never be able to confess. I know what to do, I will write a letter for him and when he comes searching for me, I hope he forgives me. That way I have no regrets.

No regrets, just peace and end.

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A/N: This chapter got pretty dark, didn't it? My ending might put you on a situation where you will fine me and kill me on spot. Well, I can't imagine a better ending to this story and secretly unfolding secrets, I hope you took notice of the small details in the previous chapters. It might have been of help. And well, good night. Pretty late, I know, but my data ended, so.