" i'm here and you're here. "
sim jaeyun / park sunghoon ♡
𝙞𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝,
an unexpected friendship blossoms between two boys, and they begin to realise that they are more similar than they anticipated.
@JJAEYUN - 2022/2023
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curiosity, oh curiosity. look what it's done to him now.
his stomach is twisting itself inside out and his heart beating faster and faster, he was absolutely sure it would never stop pounding against his chest. he could feel the other's hot and calm breath, their faces so close. if only he could reach out and slide his hand to behind sunghoon's neck and push their heads together,
until they kiss.
could it be, that is okay?
to like a boy..?
his skin was warm to the touch, and softer than anything, jake had a flustered expression and it left sunghoon speechless. he looked heavenly under the low ceiling lights, that cast a subtle shadow on his face. he had never seen anyone look so delicate while being disoriented and scattered on the floor.
it was impossible, to resist touching him. to not hold him now with that glimmer his eyes when he looked back at him. and so, sunghoon knelt down onto the ice, levelling their faces for a second as jake blushed an even deeper shade of pink. he shut his eyes tightly, unprepared for what sunghoon was about to do. he could hear his quick breathing like he was spiralling out of his mind, panicking.
and he slid his arms around the shorter boy's shoulders and gently pushed himself forwards onto him, his arms wrapped behind him so he wouldn't fall directly onto the ice. jake blinked rapidly, and he saw sunghoon on top of him, with this tiny mischievous grin. he closed his eyes again, trying to calm himself down, his body feeling heavy and glued down to the frozen floor, letting out a shakey sigh.
sunghoon had him pinned down, two arms on the side of jake's body, holding himself up. both boys were absolutely losing their minds, even if sunghoon had so confidently gotten them in this situation, seconds ago. what were they doing? why did he do that? was it the adrenaline or the emotions in his head? sunghoon observed the boy under him, he still looked just as pretty as the first day he'd seen him, walking past him on the first day of class and him asleep with his hand on his cheek, he would have regretted coming late if it meant he could have seen jake's face a little longer. it was all a fever dream now, like it happened all in his head, a made up reality of events that lead up to now.
and he was determined. to make that one particular thought that he'd been daydreaming about for ages come true, he'd finally found an answer to the stupid questions he was constantly asking to himself, and the answer, was lying beneath him. he was delusional and in love in such an unrealistic way and it felt like he was high on the air he breathed in, it was nothing more but a drug, intoxicating him closer and closer to ecstasy.
