T/W: This chapter contains sex, rape, and drugs.
Alyssa's P.O.V.
We kissed and it felt like fireworks. He put his hand on my face and I put my hand in his curls. The kiss started getting heated and his hands trailed down my body carefully and lightly.
(A/N Anything in italic is a flashback/memory)
His hands trailed down my body.
"Who are you?" I asked him
I started seeing a flashback or a memory in my head, but I ignored it for now. I started tugging on his curls which made Harry moan lightly.
He started kissing my neck and moaning my name.
"Where is my brother?" I asked him.
"Alyssa you're so hot. I've always wanted you" He said.
My vision was really blurry I could barely see who it was and where I was. I felt him unzip my dress and slip it off.
I felt Harry put his hands under my shirt and I shivered to his cold touch.
His cold hands ran through my body. Then I heard him unzip his pants.
"Who are you?" I asked him.
His fingers traced the band of my underwear and then he slowly pulled them down.
"Stop please." I said and tried to push him off. I felt weak and scared. He started rubbing me and kissing my neck.
"Wait please stop. I'm a virgin." I said to him.
"Even better." He said and separated from me for a second. Then I felt a sharp pain down there and I screamed.
"Please Stop it hurts!" I yelled.
He ignored me and kept thrusting into me hard and fast.
Harry started kissing my neck and I felt my eyes start watering up.
"It hurts!" I yelled and started crying.
"I need you to shut up before someone comes in." He said. I felt a sharp cold item come close to my neck.
"You're hurting me please get away from me." I said.
"I said shut up!" He yelled at me.
"Oh fuck Alyssa you're so tight" He moaned.
I felt a burning sensation and some liquid dripping down. I started crying and yelling which made him upset.
"Didn't I tell you to shut up?!" He yelled.
He moved the object from my neck to my stomach. He cut me in the middle of my stomach and dragged it up close to my chest. At this point I was yelling screaming for help as loud as I could. I felt so much pain on my stomach and there was a warm liquid dripping down to the sides. I heard the door bust open and the guy on top of me was yanked off. I still couldn't see much of what was going on and I was in so much pain. I don't know how much blood I've lost hopefully the cut isn't too deep. I heard yelling and a loud bang shot.
"Alyssa wait! Stay with me!" I was covered with a blanket and got carried away. The loud music was blasting through the house and I was carried away and put into a car.
"Alyssa don't go to sleep keep your eyes open! Dad step on it let's go!" I heard the voice say.
"Wait stop please stop" I said and Harry moved away.
"Whoa hey Alyssa are you okay? Did I hurt you?" He asked me in panic.
"Can you just go? Please I need space." I said and tears were streaming down my face.
"Alyssa do you want me to call someone?" He asked. He got up quickly and looked very worried.
"Just go please!" I said. I laid down and covered myself. He walked out of the room and I cried into the pillow.
What even was that? Is that how my memory is going to be coming back? Are they all bad like that? It felt so real. I know it was real it happened to me because I have the scar on my stomach to prove it. I guess that explains how I got that scar.
Harry's P.O.V.
As soon as I closed the door I ran my fingers through my hair out of frustration. I thought everything was going good! I didn't mean to hurt her or force her into doing anything. I knew I shouldn't have kissed her yet it's too early. She is still confused about everything. I think I just fucked up all our progress. I walked upstairs into my room and slammed the door. I stripped down to my boxers and flopped onto my bed. I really hope I didn't mess up things between us.
Alyssa's P.O.V.
~The next morning~
I woke up recalling the memories from last night. Harry didn't deserve me kicking him out like that. I felt really bad seeing him like that. I got up and didn't even bother to change out of my pajamas. I brushed my teeth and went downstairs. It wasn't until I was about halfway down the stairs that I realized that I hadn't been invited to breakfast yet. I turned around to go back to my room, but I bumped into someone.
"Hey Alyssa where are you going?" I heard them ask.
"Oh gosh you scared me!" I said and put my hand on my chest. I looked up to see a confused Zayn looking down at me.
"I was just going to go back to my room until someone says it's okay for me to come down." I said to him.
"Alyssa you don't have to be waiting on someone to come down. You are welcome to get out of your room whenever you want. If there is ever a day that for some reason you can't come down then we will go tell you." He said and smiled.
We both went into the kitchen and no one was there yet.
"I'll be back okay? I am going to go look for Gigi I thought she was already here." Zayn said and he left.
Well now I'm here alone waiting. It feels so wrong to be here without anyone else being here. I feel like when Liam goes to my room and doesn't see me there he will be in shock. I just don't want to over step somewhere that isn't even my house. I sat down on the table where I usually sit next to Niall. I heard footsteps coming down the stairs and I looked to see who it was. Harry was coming the stairs while fixing his hair. My breath hitched and I looked away.
"Alyssa? Why are you here by yourself?" He asked me. I turned to look at him but I didn't say anything.
"Are you okay?" He asked as he walked towards me. Was he mad about last night?
"Does anything hurt?" He asked and I shook my head. He came and sat down next to me.
"Look Alyssa about last night I am sorry I shouldn't have done that." He said to me.
"I-It's not your fault." I told him.
"Then? I was confused on why you had kicked me out I thought things were going good." He asked me.
"It was good." I said and he looked a little relieved.
"I'm sorry that I kissed you I shouldn't have done that." He said
"What did you just say?" We heard someone ask from the door way. We both turned around and saw Niall standing there.
Oh shit.
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