T/W: This chapter contains sex, rape, abuse, and drugs.
Alyssa's P.O.V.
"Niall wait." I said and we stood up.
"I trusted you to go help her up so that you could fix whatever is going on between you guys and you go do that?" Niall said and curled his hands into fists.
"Niall I didn't mean to it was just the heat of the moment." Harry said.
"Heat of the moment?! You abused of the time I gave you with her!" Niall yelled.
"What's going on here?" Liam asked. I turned around and everyone was watching Harry and Niall argue.
"I gave Harry a chance to be with Alyssa and he took advantage!" Niall yelled.
"Niall it wasn't even like that because I kissed Harry back" I told him.
"I just wanted to check on her because she seemed so upset after it happened." Harry said.
"You don't think maybe she was upset because she felt forced to do it?" Niall asked him.
"Niall it wasn't forced" I said to him.
"Knowing Harry there is a chance that it might've been like that" Niall said.
"You know what Niall I am tired of having to wait for your permission to be near Alyssa. She is her own person it's not like you own her!" Harry yelled at him.
"Guys come on just stop this." Louis said.
"No! He makes me feel like I need his approval for everything!" Harry yelled.
"Maybe that's because you're so fucked up and when you have a good thing in your life you fuck it up!" Niall yelled. Harry ran to Niall and pushed him.
"Guys stop please!" I yelled. Zayn, Louis, and Liam went to separate the boys and took them out of the room.
"Hey Alyssa what happened?" Gigi asked me. We were the only ones left in the room.
"Last night when Harry took me up to my room he stayed with me for a little bit. Things got a little heated and we kissed, but during the kiss I got a memory of something in the past." I said to them. "I freaked out on him and made him get out of the room."
"Alyssa are you okay?" Eleanor asked me. "Do you want to talk about it?"
"I do, but I want to clear things up with the guys as well." I said to them.
Sophia went to go talk to Liam and he said to give him a few minutes while he spoke to Niall and Harry. When he told us to go into the living room Niall and Harry were both siting on different couches with ice packs on their faces. The girls sat with me on the couch and the guys were waiting for me to start talking.
"Okay. First of all Niall I don't know how close we got when I first lived here. I'm sure we hung out a lot, but I want you to know that doesn't mean you can decide who I get to hangout with. I know you care about me although I still don't understand why. You might think Harry isn't the best person, but you have to understand why he was like that in the first place. He wants to change and be better, but you can't be telling him stuff all the time and expect for him obey your every desire." I said and they both looked down.
"Last night I invited Harry into my room because we have been hanging out so much. We were talking and it led to us kissing. It wasn't forced and he didn't abuse the situation at all. While we were kissing I started seeing this flashback/memory from my past. I was freaked out and confused and told harry to leave." I said.
Niall and Harry were still looking down, but occasionally I would see them both look up before looking back down. The rest of the boys had sat down to listen to my story.
"What was it?" Liam asked. I took a deep breath and I felt my eyes get watery.
"When I turned twenty-one my parents threw me a party at my house. It was a big party with a lot of people the house almost felt like a nightclub. After they had sang happy birthday I was dancing with some girls when a guy decided to join us. He pulled me away from the girls and I danced with him. I told him I was thirsty and that I was going to get a drink, but He offered to get me the drink.
At the point of the party I was already tipsy so I said yes and stayed dancing on the floor. A couple minutes after he gave me the drink I started feeling lightheaded. He offered to take me upstairs and I told him I was fine. He kept insisting and after I almost fell to the ground he took me upstairs. Once he had me on the bed he went to go lock the door. He forced himself on me and I kept telling him to move away. He took off my dress and panties. I told him to get off because....I was a virgin." I could barely finish the sentence and started crying.
Everyone was so quiet you could hear a pin drop. I didn't want to look up I kept my sight on the table in front of me, but I could feel everyone's stare piercing through my body.
"I kept yelling for help and I felt like no one was going to hear me. He told me to shut up and he got upset. He pulled out a knife he had and cut my stomach. As soon as he did that someone came in and pulled him off me. My vision was blurry I couldn't make out a lot of what was going on. I heard yelling and banging noises. Someone covered me up and carried me out. I can't remember much after that." I said.
Some time passed before anyone said anything. I could hear the girl's soft sniffles from besides me.
"Alyssa I am so sorry that happened to you." I heard Louis say and I looked up.
Liam had his arms crossed, Zayn's leg was shaking, and Louis was looking at me with a soft look in his eyes. Harry was looking out the window and his eyes were dark out of anger. Niall was looking down and his hands were in fists.
I played with the hem of my t-shirt debating whether or not to show them the scar.
"You don't have to show them if you don't want to yet" Sophia said and grabbed my hand. I looked at her and smiled at her. Maybe another day I'll show them. The boys were confused but didn't ask.
"So the kiss triggered the memory?" Liam asked.
"Yeah because it hadn't happened before." I said to him.
"Do you know what happened to the guy?" Harry asked without looking at me.
"I am not completely sure. Something in my mind is telling me that those banging shots were gun shots. So whoever saved me might've killed him." I said
"Do you remember who was there with you?" Louis asked.
"I can't make out the face, but it was a guy. When he got to the car he yelled 'dad step on it' but I couldn't see his face." I said.
"It was probably your brother." Liam said and I looked at him.
"I have a brother?" I asked him.
"Yes he came the day they picked you up he looks older than you. You also said you had a younger brother around Grayson's age." Liam said.
"What do you want to do?" Liam asked me.
"About what?" I asked him.
"Do you want to keep talking about this or do you want some time to yourself? I don't want you to get overwhelmed." He said.
"Can I just go to my room with the girls?" I asked him and he nodded. We all got up and headed upstairs.
Although it was a bad memory at least I have hope that I am going to remember to rest hopefully soon.
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